Wednesday, April 12, 2006
1st day of my orientation today....it really SUCKED big time . was being allocated to my class in the auditorium, which means a time for isolation . friendless in tht freaking cold place and a miserable 3hrs passed without me talking much . being not able to talk is hellish to me . hahahah ok at least matthew cared to intro himself...and thanks to ryuta---tht i can open my mouth and gossip and talk when we took a breath outside . was really urgent to pee but the stupid handicap-toilet is occupied for super long....until ryuta pulled the door open . i thought it was a slide-lock door . wth la so malu can !!! hahah went back auditorium but cldnt enter cus SBM director was addressing the sch . in the end we sat in front and crapped . it was fun until i had to go back to my boring class .
finally lunch but didnt enjoy it at all . imagine eating with a table of zombies !!!! its pretty much of causing indigestion la . felt really pathetic man . ok finally i got to make two friends aftr tht, and we sorta clicked . the rest are pretty much of noobs la those beefy type . ohman really cant stand it . my class is super damn not on and our ogl sucked seriously . think i can do a better job than them . we werent taught of any claps and cheers when other grps were cheering enthusiastically -.- . even had to take couple of minutes just to arrange our position for photo taking---cus apparently some are to zombied to find a place to stand tht our ogl had to appoint them places . WTH LA ! felt so miserable in the class can . its like totally diff frm phs especially pies and 4 humility and fcking sisters . we were the most on and high class back in our adventure camp and i really cant accept the fact tht my class is exactly opposite--so much tht im the only one cheering at times . ok at least im myself when we were discussing on the 10 items to bring tmr. at least i didnt remain tht silent . hahah the games aftr tht were alright la when we were bonded more after or PEM session .
ok la huh tmr will be a better beginning . having sports programmes tmr and i hope tht my class will participate actively la huh though i dont hold much hope . hahah thanks for valarie and fish who stood by my side just now by msging me ! if not i wld have probably broke down la seriously . THANKS :)
screeeeeeaming at 11:02 PM
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