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Sunday, November 30, 2008

HOORAY BLOGSHOP IS DONE !

our very FIRST collection

1st December 2008, 09:00

www.lovecastles.livejournal.com

see you there !

screeeeeeaming at 11:53 PM Y

clubbing with lovely sorchina is always good .
just tht we pissed each other off somehow sometime HAHA but its all these lil things tht let you uds the person better DONT YOU AGREE ???

and i saw him outside club, it made me so jittery the whole night tht i cldnt enjoy myself like let my guts down dammit . well aftr eons ive alr got over him (ithinkso) but just cant help it lah .

alright so things happen for a reason well at least for me to see through the masked perfection .
define friends: not somebody to ask a favour from
aftr having said 1 best friend beats a thousand hi-byes, i'd withdraw those words .
disappointed is all i can say .
thanks for letting me take a huge step BACK .

im sensitive im self-centered, srsly whatever tell me about it .

screeeeeeaming at 12:23 PM Y

Friday, November 21, 2008

you know i feel so demoralised, sooooo demoralised now
why this outcome, for so much effort
why parents cant be more supportive
why the hell did i get involved in the first place
srsly i refuse to accept, i refuse to bow down to fate
BUT WHAT CAN I DO ?!
chop off my arm ?
or glue my joints back ?

its regatta tmr mokhsinyu,
just sleep and turn up as if nth happened .

screeeeeeaming at 11:49 PM Y

evrything collapsed within tht few seconds .
why and why and why
why me
why this critical moment

three words, JUST NOT FATED .

screeeeeeaming at 12:04 AM Y

Thursday, November 20, 2008

if i say im ~~fine~~
if i say im still traumatised
if i say those smiles were nothing but plastered
if i say im barely hanging on

all i want to do is to coop myself at home, skip all the classes tuitions and severe ties with the world .
radio piano and bed is all i need, for now .
damn the emotional unstability .

i miss my friends =(

screeeeeeaming at 1:35 AM Y

Monday, November 17, 2008

YAYYYYY !
blogshop is up after our hardworks !

a peek of sneak preview for you
http://lovecastles.livejournal.com/

keep your eyes glued for updates (:

screeeeeeaming at 1:24 AM Y

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

a day for slack-all-you-want !
no school no tuitions no dates .
sleep in late check .
never do tutorials check .
stone check .
SHIOK is the word, slpt for 13hrs and woke up like 130 .
brunch slack stone till big person arrived, and slogged notveryhard for the blogshop together .
we're left quite a small part, but tht small part will eat up loads of our time .
IM PREPARED !

im removing the armsling dont care !
i mean, i can function perfectly fine without it just certain positions i have yet dare to try . SLOWLY YO .
still feel the soreness up there when i write, horrible handwritings but i can still DRAW ! at least draw HIM youknowyouknow hahaha .

screeeeeeaming at 11:29 PM Y

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

im only left with one tuition now, life's finally pretty slow paced for me now .
but im still damn bz with blogshop ! didnt know it could be so time consuming ahhhhh .

omg i had enough of wearing the armsling since sat .
my movements are so damn restricted with the neck hurting .
dad banned me from trngs like totally .
however there's such a word "BUT", in my dictionary at least .
10days to regatta !

screeeeeeaming at 10:35 PM Y

Sunday, November 09, 2008

first week of sch has alr commenced and passed !
all ive to say is "THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NOT MY WEEK !"
imagine first day of sch you lost your wallet, but managed to find back in the SAS office (thankgod, im alr counting my blessings) but money's gone .
imagine you had a change of tutors and they suck . one's crapping all the time it doesnt matter if you turn up at all . one just has the loathsome face HAHA . one is freaking long-winded. another one forbids us to sms in class WTF its entrepreneur class, talk about innovation, i wonder what has she by limiting her students to this extend .
imagine first week of sch you went to the first sea trng of the week on sat, but ended up DISLOCATING YOU ARM wtf esp when regatta's 2 weeks down the road . i could only CRY & CRY cus i was srsly feeling helpless at tht time sigh =(

only thing nice is seeing the clique again, back to sch eating cheap food and clubbing with anju on a fri . she's the biggest blessing of all sachina <3

i just hope the friendship wont just stay in singapore .

screeeeeeaming at 9:33 PM Y

Sunday, November 02, 2008

2hrs to 3rd nov !
a new sem for nyp yr3 biz, which is also the LAST (for most)
so what have i done during the so-called hols, definitely ~~not~~

work tuition trng .
my dad says ive been relaxing all this while, time to get back to sch WTF !
anw im quite anticipating to get bck sch & hurry get done with e last sem, but not for the working life aftr grad omggg i hate the 9-5 working life =(

timetable for this sem:

mon: 9-4

tues: 3-6

wed: OFF

thurs: 10-5

fri: 9-12
considered not bad lah huh .

yay im receiving my weekly allowance again, finally aftr 2months. my mum sure saved quite alot ($560) during my hols cus im totally financial independent .

trng today was sets sets and sets all the way, NO POWER !
drive, where's the DRIVE ?! sigh .
im quite amazed tht i managed to wake up for trng tho, like i only had 3hrs of sleep, with mense visiting TODAY great .

im totally shagggggged now !

saturday 1st nov
tuition trng club with anju & shuhui .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SORCHINA !

i miss having those fun on the dancefloor with tht nepalese girl ! dancing with her always gives me the GROOOOOVE yo !
really love you guys hard hard, im just glad to have you gurls around (:

who's this fugly girl ?!

friends around you tends to get hurt unconsciously just as you hurt yourself .

you might not even feel the pain, but friends feel it for you .

i didnt know, thought it was me and just me alone.

the exact disappointment peiyu felt then when the whole scene reenacted on me .

"why shld she, im the one messing up my life what"

how self-centered i was .

friday 31st oct

LAST DAY OF WORK YIPPEEEEEE !

i'll definitely miss the place and colleagues and the not so nice free food . aftrall it has been a routine for almost 2mths for me .

thanks huijun for all the crappy times, farting in the compactor and not forgetting the bad attitude haha . thanks for waiting for me to finish up my lunch i know u really slowed down to accomodate my snail speed. STOP MAKING FUN OF PPL, remember KARMA KARMA !

they had a mini farewell for me - doughnuts .

so nice of them, im just a casual labour ! maybe i'll pop by to visit and make HORLICKS for them lol .

ngak wang, kemmy (my in-charge)

me, huijun .

we're not friends, just nothing more than colleagues haha !

asst dir of HR: christopher (uncle), doughnuts, me

screeeeeeaming at 10:51 PM Y