i fcuking didnt slp the whole night at all just for the macroecons ica today . thank god the paper isnt too bad . im fcuking tired whole day, and i fcuking tired sprained my neck dozing off during the boring accnts tut, goodness gracious dont laugh !
try supporting your neck walking around sch, i bet u'll look so idiotic . thankgod juggernaut gave me the counterpain cream, damn efficient . but he flooded my tag&LOST MY PEN -.- YAY JUGGERNAUT OWES ME BUBBLETEA ! (:
anw, i ran 15outerlanes or so, i lost count again . and i strained my thighs i think, while sprinting . argh . and we mac-ed, this i soooo fattening and im feeling damn guilty okay, like all my efforts were gone down the drain ;(
i think i should start trng my swimming, , but im afraid of damaging my newly not-so-rebonded hair . fact is im feeling the stress okay . havent been swimming laps for really eons i swear . we're aiming for the medal but i dont have confidence, thts the thing .
ahhhh nvm .

damn i cant get my eyes on my book, i feel soooo UN-CONCENTRATE-ABLE .
there's sth wrong with me, definitely .
-screwed up brain .
i'll feel like piano-ing every second my eyes meet those irrtating words .
i'm back to primary sch, whenever there's exams i'll take the piano as an excuse and mummy would go ~!@#$%^&=/ .

5 lectures to go, and im left with 15hours .
15 divide by 5, one lecture THREE hours .
HOWHOW ?!?!
its gonna be another slpless night again, fcuk .
mokchinhao is sooooo free to calculate them for me =X

-it's so S T R E S S E D ='(

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
i've lost TWO kg
uh-huh
my tummy went down an inch .
and it shall continue, until tht fine beatiful day........
lalalala ((((:

only then i'll go clubbing .
so gohpeiyu, meanwhile be patient xD

wahhhh im damn sad now okay, lets talk serious .
i flunk my paper, i swear i did .
damn i studied lah, had a fucking brainjammmmmm cus i was late for it .
gaaaaaaaah !
swing cheered me up, but i broke it, SHHHHH .
i think my ass is too big .
ran suuuuperlong, 15outer-lanes ? i lost count .
but im happy i jogged, jogging away the heavy disappointment, that lousy loser feeling .
sigh ! im seriously damn sad now lah ;(

my rebonded hair is starting to CURRRRL .
i skipped stats tut, need to study for my ica ltr .
im suddenly obssessed with piano, path of repentance .
due to stress, maybe . ahhhh i want to swing so much now !
i love the nyp's playground .
damn mktg is at three, im left with few pages .

okay not funny .
sigh, i feel so S T R E S S E D .
-im just blabbering nonsense, bye asshole .

whathefuck !!!!!!!!!
my lappy died on me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHH MY PICTURES, THIS IS HOLYCRAP PLEASE
~!@#$^&
i ate biscuits to appease, damn its carbo and its FAT .

''aiyooo, how are u gonna lose weight ?! "-mummy

yaaaaaay photos of the expedition are finally out !
babes and hunks of nyp team kayak and dragonboat are so cool xDDD



anju fauzi hsingyee -we'll teach you how to BOUNCE (:

fauzi rocks, he's sucha great camera-man! without him there wont be any of the pictures (:
im still waiting for julyn to send me her cam's, so be patient okay !

what man ! i've been the joke of the day this few days, eversince thurs .
"evrytime she does sth to her hair it gets UGLIER" -darren to anju . he's sucha bitch ! =x
chopstick, helmet, curtain blahblah, its okay ! it feels great to be an ugly duckling ocassionally, HAHAHA . okay not funny, its meant to be some self-consolence tho .
anw its not THAT str8 alr, cus i wasnt supposed to wash my hair within 48h but i did, so well... im wasting my 50bucks away .

paddled T2 with anju gurung, saved T1 for gen, im nice .
totally marvellous, we did so well, FIVE triangles, 20click .
its feels damn SHIOK lah !
PULL HARDER, KICK AND TWIST .
row row row your boat, gently down kallang .
if you see patrick the coach, dont forget to sprint .
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 !

family feasted with gurung, totally satisfying please .
but oh dear, FAAAAAAAAAAAAAATS again im worried about, ah !
pics will be up soon .

eyebrows trimmed today, for the first time in my life .
FINALLY gen brought me to the place ! thanks pretty !
i look much more awake, getting prettier ((:
ever heard of "nu da shi ba bian" ? well its applying on mhy now as you can see, all i need is braces and SLIMMING lah . if only i got the $$$$$, it really makes the world go round eh ?
ANW, i've cutTED my fringe !!! hahahaha did it myself, told you im a talented hairstylist !
one word to describe it, BEAUTIFUL ;)
seriously its nice okay !
i hope ppl wont get another HUGE STATIC SHOCK when they see me ard sch on mon.
they've been rcving shocks eversince i CHOPPED OFF my hair -.-

i cant stand it anymore, i might just turn into depression sooner or later .
im talking about my figure, im turning into a pig, dammit !
and my fat thighs are like trotters .
HEEEEEELLLLLLLP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today's run was totally, FABUUUUUULOUS =]
21, yes its TWENTYONE rounds of outer lane, 20 for anju .
>43 sit-ups, gym and stretchings .

benchpress, oohlala sexaye !


anju's spicy !


yongming's hershey . he's so nice !


its shld be teddybear_meng@hotm.com instead . HAHAHA .


damn i really hate soccer ;(

the first step for my tummy-trimming program, HOORAY !
there's more to it, WATCH ME hokay !
im so determined to lose the blardy chunk of FAAAAAATSSSSSS (:

my throat really hurts, i feel like slitting it open .
so bad tht it affected my mood for rowing today, physically and mentally unwell .
so i ponned trng, badbadbad !

anw i went to rebonde my hair:

its super FLAT now, please dont laugh at me when you see me .
or just turn and walk away .
hahaha its alright .
i'll emerge as a swan aftr ONE month of ugly duckling-ness .

okay i;ve come up with my fat trimming program:
monday- trng
tuesday- elvinder dated me for running ! (((:
wednesday- rowing
thursday- gym&run with anju and derek
friday- choice to row
saturday- sea trng
sunday- tori-q/rest

and of course, EAT LESS !
snacks are prohibited .
i cant live bubbletea so yeah, tht will be permitted .
wedges and nuggets frm south sure wets my mouth, ohwell it shall be a bonus exception .
HAHAHAHAHA, thts the plan for mhy's cut-fat scheme .
please support me ah =]

YAYYYYYY clarke quay's indochin for mandy, credits to gpy and lydd !
evrything was so well planned, cheerios (:

the suuuuper uuuuuber humongous BIIIIG cake !


HAPPY 17 BITCH xD


a KISS to our beautiful bd gurl <3


amanda's on cover page !


OMGOMGOMGOMG look at the layers of FAAAAAATS =/


ahhhhh i miss my dear babes, its been ages we last met !


each of us had this suuuuper BIIIG slice of cake .
i almost died of overdose of chocolate, which sent my heart beating fast, terrible headache and horrible gastric . did i mention i was allergic to certain type of choc ? well its THIS serious .

last but not least,

sassy PIES on 21nov2006 (((((:

if only things could get better, if only i could control .
tell me, teach me .
all i need is patience, if somebody would ever pause for me .
who am i ? im just a tiny earthling living on this planet .
one out of trillions .

even if its just a minute, im still contented .
i know i seemed nonchalant .
im sorry i was ignorant of my attitude, i didnt mean to but i just cant help it .




H A P P Y HAPPY BIRTHDAY
AMANDA-CHUNG XIAOFANG !
u're great SEVENTEEEEEEEEEEN !!!!!!!
<3

wahhhh shit im eating now .
chickenwing harshbrown sunnysideup fillet and mi-tae-mak .

the expedition i've been waiting for has finally came .
sad to say, it was rather disappointing, it wasnt as fun as i thought it wld be . i was kinda bored to tears lah ;(
and the TRIP to conney island was totally HORRENDOUS .
i took S1 with rest of my nine mates cus there isnt enough S2 -anju derek gen jingting joel daniel jonathon darren alfred .
the water was supppper choppy plus the current was freagging strong . i couldnt control my directions at all, my fragile boat was just straying right and it turned 360degrees a few times . okay i learnt from gen tht not only me, most of them did . HAHAHA . what an ugly moment ! like i was the last singles, not forgetting constant ramming onto ppl's boat esp shaun+joshua's and weilun's . i seem like a total nooooooob struggling so hard to keep str8 and its fking tiring lah, i just feel like giving up and go home . ohmygod i cant believe im so loser, sucha disgrace pls !
the way back was a thousand times much better, i could row fast and contrl my direction -i think cus we ate the minister's fruits LOL . i was damn happy until jingting told me cus the current was pushing us -.- but still, at least i could row nicely for ONCE .
dinner was sumptous as compared to the sucky lunch . there's wine and beer, HOEGARDEN IS DAMN NICE LAH ! (i mean SAN MIGUEL) everybody was having fun enjoying themselves . i may seem to, but ohwell it isnt the fact . i feel very much out of place actually, i know i suck to say that, i dont know, maybe cus of moodswings . it came in a total wrong time lah .
and i lost one side of my star earstud again ! holy shit fuck .
anyway, hanging out with the dragonboaters was so fun, i know i sound ironical . well cus they're some ppl u can nvr get tired to crap with, it just make u forget all the unpleasant stuffs for a moment and enjoy yourself .

now that im back home, im goddamn tired mentally . nvrtheless i did housework comprising of changing bedsheets, vacuuming my room and cleaning my room . and i washed my bag+ipod cover cus beer invaded them accidentally, and it stinks .
im so HARDWORKING eh ? hahaha i feel so contented now, at least my room is in a reasonable-to-see state . but i goddamn drop the pink watch my mum bought for me, and the screen is so well decorated now =/
i feel so suay and down today, sigh !

wheeeee tmr is the kayaking expedition, i cant wait for it to come !
we gotta kayak from some pasir ris club to conney island, heard tht its 22km to+fro .
im so gonna enjoy myself tmr i swear !
its gng to be another fun day man (((:

finally, stats and oral ica are over .
but i guess i wont do very well in both the test, cus i totally forgotten the subsitutions of the median formular for stats, and i omitted quite a number of things tht i wanna say in the speech, ending up having to play with the time. i guess it was pretty obvious yeah ?
anw, personal experience was the topic, and i'm glad tht i decided on an incident tht happened on one of the sea trngs lately . i wont further describe my speech, but i wanna thank yirui . raked my brains for like ALMOST a week and obviously to no product, but cus of wht he said, the incident came by instantly .
"if you dont know what to write, the topic you have chosen isnt a good choice for you ." -i think it totally makes sense, A BIG THANKS DUDE ! ((:

wheeeeeeeee
i'm using my lappy at north canteen now !
im so excited cus i nvr imagine myself to be using my OWN lappy using NYP SBM's wireless network . so pardon my excitement okay .

lydd came to talk to me, she went phs in the morning -and we both got reminded of those old wonderful schooling days .
i miss those days when we sat with each other for almost 2 yrs in class .
i miss those days when we both brought our egg sandwiches for recess -our mama's wonderful creation filled with love .
i miss those laksa days with longan drink evry tues, and bathing ULTRA LONG aftr PE just to skip AK's lesson . i miss walking ard class barefooted aftr bathing, being said as not setting good example as a monitress, WHOCARES .
and those days having to wear socks on the bus was THRILLING, cus i know i'll miss my bus if i wear them at home .
i know she misses my MELODIOUS trumpet, especially the days when BIRDflu got on me, cus i'll bring BIGBOXES of tissue (thts MHY's WONDERFUL CREATION), and thts also when the class get to enjoy free supplies of tissue -well im generous you see .
i know she misses my nags and reminders .
we both miss having our books kept in our drawers systematically .
i know 4H will miss my constant "SHUTTUPS" and my SWEEEEET VOICE !
i know 4H will miss my LOUDLOUD trumpet too ((:



take care evrybody =]

aiyoyoyo i missed trng today !
woke up at 8 and msged weiwei, he told me to cab down . i wanted to reply his msg but i just fell aslp, only to wake up at 1+pm .
and yes since whts done cannot be undone, i continued my princess hours .
TA-DAH i;ve finally finished all of them -twentyfour episodes .
wheeeeeeee damn fast lah !
now tht i've finished, i feel lost . totally can finally relate how jerine ans shuhui feel when they experience the feeling of being lost aftr finish chionging their episodes .

im back from sch, back from the three hours of monotonous torture .
im gng to continue to chiong princess hours .
WOOT its really very touching and funny .

geez im fainting soon .
watched princess hours ystd till superlate night like 5, and i woke up today at 8 for the damn school at 9 . im pretty amazed for being ON TIME despite having to buy bubbletea .
i almost died of fatigue cus i have work aftr sch, ahhhhh damn tiring lah ! i wanted to msg siong and cook up some story for not being able to report for work, but i guess its rather irresponsible of me to do so . like damn bad lah . so the responsible mhy decided to go for work . GPY MANDY and CALEB+FRIEND came to visit me, and it really brightened my day veryvery much . its just like when u're dying of boredom and ur good friends came over, its damn great lah . i cant help it but to smile to myself, thts the only time when my smile is true . THANKS GUYS !
headed over to find them aftr work though im super beat . seems like i have lots and tonnes of things to update gpy and vice-versa . yeah indeed we seems to drift apart very much as a result of my mia . sigh, i really am busy tht i dont even have ample time for my beauty slp, sorry .
ayeaye . whtever, im gng to continue on my gong tho i gotta wake up at seven for sch at eight tmr .
jesus christ its that monotonous balding guy . he can go fuck the holywall please !

right, im gng to watch princess hours (gong) now .
i saw bits and parts during break from rq and sj and i think its damn nice !
okay bye, ttyl ((:

ahhhh damn !
ms lewis (my mentor) just walked in with a whtever form -to record our names for unappropriate attire .
LANYARD: i dont have my lanyard cus i changed my bag .
FOOTWEAR: slippers are prohibited .
i swear im CONSTANTLY wearing sandals except for today .
ohhh im so lucky =\

just reached home and im stucked infront of my com right away, now .
its tori-q time today, and i was the slow slower slowest for closing, evrybody went and i left at 10.30pm .
siong almost bangED the wall, cus manymany things happened, ALL cause of me .
im goddamn careless, i dont know why seriously . i really want the orders to come out CORRECTLY from my mouth, but it just doesnt seem so . i didnt even realise i made a mistake, and im superblardy blur today . argh . he almost died man, i've made a history again . he said its okay to make those mistakes, learn from them but dont repeat them . seems like he's patient and nice, i really feel bad lah . i suddenly dont feel like quitting alr, cus of wht he said . i wanna prove tht im not weak .
LALALA .
*fingers crossed*
(DID I USE IT CORRECTLY THIS TIME ROUND, MISS GOH AND CHOW ?)

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check it out !!!
the feedback from ntu is damn funny, our capt passed the webby on, bitchy fat .
im laughing like hell in the middle of the night when im supposed to be dreaming wildly .
THANKS MAN ! =]
well actually im reading storybook now, i <3 reading and its been a super long time since i did that .

ohhhh yay !!!!
i've finally got back my phone !
ahhh i miss it so much man, im glad tht i've got it cured from its coma .
WOOOOOTS (:

my god, someone please save me from this monotonous foab's class .
i feel like punching his face, fuck .

fancy an oral comm tutor putting his students off to slp by his SUPER MONOTONOUS voice, oh what a bore ! he seriously has no sense of 0.001% humour .
i wonder how he managed to convince his examiner of his oral comm qualification .

i was told he was staring at me when i dozed off . HELLO im not the only victim of the bore please !
ohwell,
FINGERS CROSSED*

had econs at 9am, and i was a fucking 45mins late -.-
means i was marked absent, means my CP will be affected .
AHHHHH DAMN . anw its over .
i had work, tori-q supposedly . BUT i faked another asthma relapse, previously was marella during the hols .
ohwell, its not the first day u know me yeah ?
WHATEVER LAH, cant be bothered anyway .

jogged gymed swimmed with anju derek joel .
derek im so sorry to ps you =X
ahhh seriously i feel reallyreally bad, SORRY .
i hope u enjoyed jacking . happy birthday aunty (((:

coach mok managed to teach ms gurung some strokes .
and aftr tonnes of patient coaching, gurung managed to pick up breast stroke & stable trap water skills .
three cheers for both coach and student ! *applauses*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANJU !
sarah and zisky as well ((:
i really got a shock when zisky told me of his birthday .

its been our second wed's sea trng, i realised it has been raining on two consecutive weds alr . apparently it wasnt very lucky to be caught in the CATS&DOGS rain all the way from interchange . evrything in my bag was ultimately drenched, yunus' handphone as well . the keypad just refuses to work, i guess water has shocked its brain . and i realised i left my housekeys in the toilet, ahhhh !
anw, i guess evrybody made an effort to row well today. at least i made the effort, cus its only 2 triangles .
yes keep it up mhy, and evrybody ! =]
NYP KAYAKING YOSH !