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Sunday, September 28, 2008

wheeeee its retail therapy time !

ive been shopping two days consecutively aftr trng !
went army market with karenn & carinn randomly on sat, we didnt expect there'ld be so many stuffs to buy . belt dress boxers waterbag slippers, i spent almost 60 !
karenn & me bought the same belt . aunty changed the hook for me she's STRONG to open the lock, and im strong to hammer it back ! great craftmenship displayed ! coincidentally we decided to hunt for a waterbag so we went ard the whole place asking for a best price and we finally settled on this green 3L for only FIFTEEN . the quality is damn good and nice to use, im loving it ! guess carinn & i are leos so we're super picky haha, half the credit goes to her cus i continued shopping for my beauty stuffs leaving her to ask ard herself .

meet up with peiyu on sun aftr trng, not to catch up but to SHOOOOP !
like finally aftr six or seven long months .
unknowingly we were only looking at dresses, so yeah our shopping bags contained only dresses . spent almost 300 on four pieces, 2 from chaos 2 from zara . and of the 4 we had 3 same dresses ! hoho our taste is becoming more similar like its back to sec sch, aftr a totally diff style for 3yrs (:

poof and 360bucks is gone ! =(
considering i havent gone shopping for SIX months, the average amount spent is actually only 60 . still arighteeeee yo (self-consoling) .

anju gurung when's our turn, cant wait cant wait !

screeeeeeaming at 11:50 PM Y


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

2nd day at work, evrything's gng fine cus filing dont need brains ? and so it suits a bimbo like me -screw shuhui !
basically its nth but nonstop filing & filing, bending up & down . the compactor is really full of FILES, can u imagine almost ALL the employees of fairmont & swissotel data are inside ?! stood and squat till i woke up with muscle ache today, i wonder is it time for me to turn up for trng or i really moved ard THAT much .
its pretty enjoyable working there, huijun & the ppl there are really nice, except tht FORTY-TWO YEAR OLD WOMAN tht huijun loves the most .
food over there is oooooookay lah, aftrall its free & few choices !
huijun says there's ICE CREAM tmr, my heart is so won over (:
im looking forward to tmr !

no more pink nails & i cant find my bank book, think i threw it away accidentally with my notes faggot . idk how dumb more i can get roarrrrr .
prolly ENDLESS haato rumraisin icecream might agitate my braincells a lil !

yay reliefing pay is credited today, finally feel a tad bit richer (:

screeeeeeaming at 11:46 PM Y


Sunday, September 21, 2008

meet up with shuhui today !
tho its just a simple chill out at mac, i really enjoyed catching up with her .
yay im gng to see her for 3weeks and eat our lunches tog . i know ure looking forward toooo =D

trng today was kayaking with DRAGONBOAT paddle, freaking tiring but fun !
partnered eunice, i had a hard time maneuvering the boat cus im so not used to not being able to swirl on the right like so weirddddd . our boat went in 18odegrees initially cus we had no idea how to control directions, but aftr tht was oooookay lah .
suddenly realised how much i missed kyk, and how much i love it loads .
it gives me an extra reason to look forward to sunday's trng !

i realised dragonboating aint my sport, honestly i hate rowing in tht big boat .
it aint a lost&found corner anyway .
im just gonna secure the rest in my chainlock, very safely .

screeeeeeaming at 10:29 PM Y


Saturday, September 20, 2008

grocery shopping at hub's ntuc to restock my fridge, havent done so for ages !
its packed with my maid's list im no longer familiar with my lovely addictions .
im damn high on a sugar rush now, cus i just finished half tub of wall's tiramisu ! plus yogurt and milk, i cant stop running to fridge for more !
and mooncakes, MOONCAKES ! i've combed many snowskins i lost count, leaving only yolks for the rest haha . my mum's students gave her many boxes freaking nice, she's lucky to have me around TEEHEE =DDD im still waiting for snowskin durian omggggg loves !
anw, i fell in love with a samsung mini compo, $165 . im gng to get it soon and get it placed poisely on my desk, with two tubs of ben&jerrys (:

im looking forward to my haato rumraisin cus somebody owes me so =DD

screeeeeeaming at 12:32 AM Y






i need this printed up big big beside my bed so tht when i open my eyes i'ld jump up with enthusiasm . like how i used to enjoy life & look forward no matter what .

screeeeeeaming at 12:32 AM Y


Friday, September 19, 2008

job hopped from RT to office job for three weeks, thanks to shuhui & huijun !
now ive got yet another thing to add into my resume yippeeeee ! life's nice to me, by dropping one student and gained another . well im learning to welcome the unexpected for a better yield =D
anw tht means my schedule is freaking packed leaving only one day to land and none to myself AT ALL =( but for tht three weeks (21days) i'll persevere, i will .

mon: tuition
tues: tuition
wed: tuition
thurs: trng/tuition
fri: tuition
sat: run, tuition, trng
sun: trng

hah randomly flipped through my sec sch eng notes and i saw my sec 2 & 3 compos written during adeline's tuition . i still keep them in good condition ! ohman my homeworks really sucked big time no wonder she failed me for EVERY compo and letter writting, either a BIG E8/F9 ! but it was all written last min like 30min before lesson, and a handful i didnt even do .
now tht ive become a tutor, i think its karma tht my studs dont do my work (initially), provided they dont mind being screamed at hahaha .

screeeeeeaming at 12:18 AM Y


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

on 12th SEPT 2008, something happened...

happy birthday gpy !
a HEART balloon, dress frm me and anna sui's pink mascara from lydd & mandy swweeeeet !
hope u had fun during the celebration and love the dress deep deep from me !
went holland v, nice atmosphere and good food except mine but nvm, wht matters most is the birthday girl enjoys her food haha . i was trying hard to keep her probing further for the destination but the bus uncle repeated my question so LOUUUD tht i thought she heard ! or maybe she faked ignorance for the sake of my effort haha .


and i dressed up just specially just for her ! hah i seldom do tht, but for the sake of tht fish im finally wearing dress aftr a long long time . cheers to our 7th years of friendship & still counting !
unfortunately the balloon flew away cus she released her hand accidentally, its the memories tht matters girl (:



the 7th VS 4th toast =D


sweetheart feeding me the love

HAHAHAHA check it out, a vast of six years and the position is purely coincidental !



its foursome once again cus joyce and klt cldnt make it


pictures are from above, lydd & mandy (:
(kop-ed from lydd's blog !)

sorry for the belated post dear i didnt have time to update !

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screeeeeeaming at 11:59 PM Y




i have lotsa things to say, rant, whine and update till im staring blankly at the screen having no idea how to start .

relief teaching continues at deyi till today, finally i can have my sleep-all-you-can buffet tmr !
so happy tht i got to teach on mon ! sec2 e-maths mean median mode, its a wonder i didnt forget them . and im glad tht i managed to get my evrybody in both my classes to complete the compo, even if they had to sacrifice their recess they say i was damn fierce haha .
but i think during my times we wont even give a damn abt the submission LOL .
what an eye opener co-teaching the sec1 NT ! the hyper-active kids literally just shout across the classroom while the co-teacher was conducting class and they just run ard or leave the class . but they're damn cute i must say, most of them are chilli padi like 140+cm only, shouting in those baby voices filled with innocence and playfulness . they're really nice to talk to & its very satisfying to see them complete the tasks BUT i have to go up one by one to guide them which can be very tiring & testing patience . i repeated the instructions at least more than 10 times man !
teaching has always been my passion since young, my only compo being published in primary school was my ambition: teacher . im glad tht i took up reliefing cus it kinda relished my passion, but being a poly grad means i wont be able to teach in seconday schools tsk stereotype =(

third year 1st sem's results are out !
so happy to say tht its the best of all this time round, NO Ds and my gpa increased to 2.4,
from 1st year's 1.8 . while i know its impossible for me to hit 3 and go local uni, i'll make do with wht i have (:

braces adjustment ystd, unlike the three previous one im dying now ! so i wasnt mentally prepared for the it, freaking pain i feel like punching ppl arrrrgh .

gave up one student for tuition, so tht makes it 3 now . suddenly feel a load of my shoulder cus it means more time for breathing & ketchups but not exactly, not till their exams are over actually which is like 3rd week of oct . students exams = teachers suffer . so by right im entitled only to one week break before school reopens ! currently my free days are still limited to WEEKENDS, which is halfday occupied by training, leaving the another half shag & tired . fortunate or not, you decipher .

screeeeeeaming at 2:12 PM Y


Sunday, September 14, 2008

searched in vain, i shldnt even hoped in the first place .

i feel like ranting on & on now, so pissed and so tired now aftr race !
sava sprints 500m for ystd & 200m for today
here are the results:
500m
Mens Open - 5th in Plate Final
Ladies Open - 5th in Plate Final
Mixed Open - 2nd in Plate Final
200m
Mens Open - 6th in Plate Final
Ladies Open - 5th in Plate Final
Mixed Open - 6th in Grand Final

the ladies rowed FIVE back to back 500m races, srsly killing evrybody was shagged out max . but nevertheless the last set was great cus its LAST SET . "all out, evrything we've got!" for tht last 2mins then we're FREED !
we witnessed the "GOD", camarine philippines - the must watch team in sava sprints . they're too damn zai alr, rowing at 100strokes per min ! their timing was 40plus sec for 200m sprint with only 93 strokes (counted with much difficulty cus they were too fast), unison strokes of the same height ! im one of the camarines cus i have their jersey hoho =D
first time with safra tht i had a great time racing, and those picnics it srsly felt v family . cheeling jayne karenn junie the list goes on, you ladies really made the day so fun ! but unfortunately the beautiful memory was spoilt at the last part tht moulded the imperfection . some things, some ppl, some speeches and some actions can really turn ppl off, makes me shut my snail shell completely off you .

say hello to the new owner, NICHOLAS HSING YU MOK !
i have weird names like tsing yu, nicholas and hsing yu on the race list none of them is correct, im wondering whats so hard !
my secondary 1 very cute pic plus the manly name makes my race tag look damn good .

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screeeeeeaming at 11:10 PM Y


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (i'm v judgemental only on CERTAIN things, but yeah definitely not on guys)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. ya PMS !
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties. (ya irresponsible to cancel tuition when i suddenly dread it HAHA)
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. (its not tht im indifferent, i just think its mutual trust tht requires no further probes)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx?q=b

Here is the analysis:
Self-centered
You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.
IS THT SO ?! i guess i'll have rooms for impreovement !

What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 35%You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.
so its not tht im nonchalant !

Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 55%
You are a jealous person but you try not to let it showYou often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.
haha pretty true but i wont cry !

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led? You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

Your Marriage
How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

Your Hidden Talent
Here is the analysis:
The ArtistYou love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.

The Bridge
Here is the analysis:You are persistent. It's not your way to get only half of your job done. You have an extreme character. You can be really nice to someone but mean to another. (hohoho this sentence i agree hell most) Anyway, your friends still like you the way you are.

The House
Here is the analysis:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are talkative and sociable. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. You are an ambitious person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You are an ordinary and down-to-earth person. You are also tough and will meet success in important issues without many difficulties. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Your Working Style
You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.
You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.
You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:
- a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
- the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
- an artistic taste and judgement
- the handling of tools and materials
With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.
You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. (thts why i HATE studying) Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.
You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.
You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes (I LOVE MY OWN FASHION!), music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.
How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

screeeeeeaming at 10:58 PM Y




bonjour, welcome to snail world .
feel as though its alr end of the week but hi wake up, its only wednesday =(
two days of waking up early for reliefing felt as though it has been eternity im doing so . dragging myself up at freaking 6am is so !@#$%"!@#$% horrible . thanks to tht annoying loud alarm clock maid's nag and charles' morning call im able to wake up at 630, 15mins earlier than monday's original 6 . i cant wait to fly home to catch my aftrn nap, then go to the dreadly tuitions, and then fatigue trngs .
do i even look like im having holidays ?

well ive alr come to the sense tht kin/ friendship is more valuable than money, and its what money aint capable replacing of . hah very dont sound like me .
so cancelled my last tuition on monday so tht i can meet jerine, feel loved not ?!
headed town, finally a breathe of fresh air ! pastamania and starbucks javachip, those feeling of heart to heart talk without any weariness i miss ! and she finally passed me my super belated birthday present, a gold casio and a limegreen la senza top - warning: party girl in training . hahaha she say the moment she saw the top she thought of me, PARTYGIRL and LIMEGREEN ! and ive been wanting to get the gold casio since last year ?!?! always pester her to bring me go buy but she just refused to, now i know why =D
jerine lee you seriously made my day, bra makes me jump with joy HAHA !

screeeeeeaming at 2:06 PM Y


Sunday, September 07, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
mokchenghao !
happy legal 18th (:

hoho he has got chicken pox on his birthday, what a majestic gift from heaven and himself !
at least he had all the time in the world to celebrate early birthday, spent 700bucks on shopping in 3 days and alyssa by his side, not forgetting my mum bought him a birthday cake which i dont have !

screeeeeeaming at 11:00 PM Y




MR 10k run + trng ystd, shagged to the max !
jayne morning called me NON-STOP like evry 10mins, took her 8 calls to wake me up lol ! she wanted to hear the tap, i said okay i'll roll to the bathroom bye HAHA .
route was mcritchie to botanic garden. i was really slow that snails can crawl, lagging so far behind . ohya im GUO NIU what, so its alright to be running at tht pace haha . and zhiwei's nice to run with me cus they're afraid this xiaomeimei here will lose her way . okay shall increase speed abit nxt time, else ppl will say i dont run enough thts why im so slow .
DUO DATE with charles at hdb hub's nexus cus evrybody went home ! if i'ld to go home first then i guess i'll slp till the sky turns dark, forget abt trng ! anw tht place srsly damn shiok to bathe chill & rest !
trng was tough, sets of 500m, 200m, starts and ez row till dont know where . apparently sheares bridge wall has been extended sooooo far more and so we were EXPLORING and SIGHTSEEING there omg srsly damn far ! "and.....easy!" was the magic word, cant help it but to utter fuck cus evry part of my back muscle and arm was srsly aching madly tht i was easily pissed by lil details .
dinner, then mini chopchop shopping at ms with GANG hahaha . finally bought the coral ripcurl shorts ive been aiming & dreaming to own since apr ! 70bucks, take it as a belated present for myself =D
reached home at 8, KO-ed before 9 all the way till nxt morning SHIOOOOOK !

today's trng was another madness ! mix team, 8k NONSTOP and 4 sets of 500m .
struggled to pull myself up this morning, fatigue all over the body tht i dont feel like moving, whts more TRAINING . jayne called and called, i contemplated and contemplated BUT WENT IN THE END i cld have slpt till noon when ppl finish their trng and maybe lunch ! really regretted to go trng initially cus i heard my name in mix team = INTENSE TRNG = die :( only the best can row in mix but my fitness test tops the bottom this time round i wonder why am i still selected . im chosen prolly to stand in for carinn cus she had funeral to attend . still, a sense of great satisfaction felt for rowing 8k non stop and surviving this trng . suddenly feel motivated, okay I'LL TRY TO ATTEND ALL TRNGS YO .
whole body is aching from top to toe, i wish somebody can massage for me !

screeeeeeaming at 7:51 PM Y


Saturday, September 06, 2008

rushed down for trng on thurs cus i still owe 2.4k for fitness test but the stadium was closed for football argh ! and i still owe some weights station - dumb bell push benchpress (the most hated) leds and pulleys . was alright i guess ? plus cheeling & me did upsized medicine ball before tht !
fished out my rittersport aftr trng and we (me jayne karenn) finished it in a few minutes ! ladies are ladies, we cant run faster then guys but we sure can eat chocs faster dont doubt hahaha . and just nice went home, my dad brought FOUR blocks of ritter almond like you know so coincidental as if he read my mind ! tho its not rum but its still CHOCOLATES =DDD

i know why im craving for all these nonsense .
there's only three situations, falling in love, falling out of love and pms .
i shldnt be, but im brimming ear to ear eating them now YUM YUM !

screeeeeeaming at 2:05 AM Y


Wednesday, September 03, 2008

srsly forget abt having a maid .
i had enough of having to guard against somebody day & night, getting annoyed when things arent up to my expectation, cant blast my music cus she's slping in my room blahblahblah . really hate it when ppl do things sneakily and eat my stuff without permission . i'll rant at anybody who does tht, even the dad .
im too demanding too hard to get along ? tell me abt it, its just basic courtesy to respect i feel .
the only thing nice is not to worry abt household chores washing plates & clothes those mundane stuff which i can do easily if i want to, just plain lazy .
but then my room is still a pigsty cus she dont dare to touch my stuff, those exam notes and papers are still piled up high on my super crammed desk with all my makeups radio lappy etc =/

that aside, i wanted the whole day to myself but in the end still had tuition sianzx .
throat's hurting badly and voice aint recovering speedily AND IM CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES ! i still have one whole block of ritter's rum in my bag hmmmmm =D

thought sch hols i can treat myself better but doubt so .
i wonder why am i so hard up on myself, seems like i barely have enough time for myself other than sleep . i always seem so busy rushing here & there, partly because my time mgmt sucks to the max but still, my schedule is always full . so hard to even catch a date & spend quality time .
i miss those times meeting up with jerine almost evryday aftr i left kayaking, thonning over gpy's place having girlie talks and them coming over . sad to say im always the first to fall aslp hahahaha .
and tht's when ? 2007 .
hello its 2008, 1/4 to the end of year ! the last time since i really stepped into town for my favourite pastime shopping, chill at starbucks and pastamania was during ipp, five months ago .
i can count with one hand how many times i meet up with em since then .

screeeeeeaming at 11:49 PM Y




wtf my second hp is spoilt, YET AGAIN !
the only key usable is #.
there goes my antique 2100 and now i have a better alternative, 8250 .
im really not fated with handphones !
my brother just changed to a 3.5G phone afew days ago i didnt even know whts tht . my knowledge only stops at 3G or maybe black & white, still living in stone age =/
he's upgrading while im downgrading, i'll snatch his old samsung COLOUR phone over .

screeeeeeaming at 10:55 PM Y


Tuesday, September 02, 2008

went trng today, thanks to charles tempting me non stop !
aftr wht felt like eons i finally turn up for trng man .

fitness test, totally batt flat cus i only ate four slices of bread for brunch . situps pushups & dolcer raise was great, but when it comes to weight i was dead . can see the vast difference of not turning up for trng eg bicep curl average was abt 50+, mine was like 20 ?! i was struggling like hell whereas the rest look as if they're carrying weightless weights felicia had to support me . anw i suck at weights so at most i cld do will be 30+ even if i did turn up, I HATE WEIGHTS !

nvm most impt thing is bubble tea !
been craving for my green milk tea for v long alr, its the only motive and motivation for me to turn up for trng .
and i drank it with much sweet happiness =D

tmr is the day i have RIGHTFULLY TO MYSELF, no intereference nobody's gonna spoil my day !
i cant remember when was the last, maybe june or even last year ?
been so bz in my own world + sch projs exams attachment tht i've neglected ppl ard me & myself . i look back at my pictures and realised i aged alot SERIOUSLY, i have wrinkles alr =/
the pigsty of my room is turning from bad to worst, with heaps of paper clothes and bags piling evrywhere omg .
i really really need a good rest, a good catchup with friends and a HUMAN room .

screeeeeeaming at 11:46 PM Y




its been long since i did sth to my nails, time to give them a new outlook !
did my nails, pink for fingers and purple for toes .
i took only 45mins without any removal !
first time okay, a pat on my shoulder i shall give myself .
pink nails complimenting bff's pink building, my pink bedsheet and team's pink (magenta) sports bra HAH !

wheeeeee typing with hot pink fingernails blingblingbling, i love ! xD

screeeeeeaming at 2:51 AM Y


Monday, September 01, 2008

IT fair finally ended ystd, srsly FINALLY aftr FOUR long days of 1030 - 9 !
freaking sexy voice now, rare times to see me shuttup like tht yo .
think my family enjoys the HAHA .

mos on wed and anju thonned my house . aftr clubbing we still had the energy to talk and bitch, unfortunately i fell aslp leaving her to self talk lol i cant help it !

first two day was nothing other than tired and tired, our bodies were aching badly especially the back and legs cus of the previous night. time passed really freaking snail slow, there werent much crowd plus we're located at lvl one totally isolated from the rest . srsly just stand there & wait for sales to drop from sky, in biz terms its called PUSH DEMAND - action done only when order arrives LOL ! no ppl to see no sales, just stone so we keep gng up and jalan jalan hoho . bought a shoe for 10bucks from surfer paradise, quite nice and presentable considering the price . and chocs ! four blocks of favourite rum raisin ritter sports, ready to enjoy nibbling sugar sweet fats =D i love blowing my rum breathe at anju HAHAHAHA cus she hates the smell !
third day had three sales, i was smiling ear to ear ! cus when we saw evrybody had sales and tht bitch was TOP SALES GIRL we started to feel uneasy and began our PULL DEMAND - actions done in anticipation of customer's order . not bad i didnt toss away ongong's lect !
there's this bitch stole anju + bear boy's cust, it was the spark of the fire . dislike her from her start cus she keep smiling, dont know just dont like her idiotic innocent smile . srsly you got to beware of smiley ppl, beware of that dagger in the smile cus u'll nvr know wht's hidden beyond tht smiley innocent kind face . sorry im really judgemental, thts how superficial i am . well according to GEMS study shows tht 75% is judged by first impression - appearance & looking good, so you cant blame me .
she likes to interrupt when ppl's doing sales and smoothly clinch the deal from there, and she tried to steal mine too ! i was explaining the contrast thingy and i forgot to press SET so she came to demonstrate and then went on and on . quickly snapped in and show them how to do the N-in-1 when she was abt to do so and stepped on her toe so she had to back off, OOPS SORRYYYYYYYY ! hahahaha serve her right, but i did thank her and smiled very politely for coming to my rescue hor see im so niceeeeee .
fourth day a cust came back for refund cus apparently the printer wasnt compatible with imac . wth first thing in the morning i had a refund instead of sale, know how bad omen it was ! and i stayed pathetic throughout even though i tried damn hard, really very demoralising . seeing those red nikes flooding in and out of the place made me wonder why didnt i report sick for the day and enjoy my run . srsly ZERO sales from until the very last hour, i actually clinched 5 deals, FIVE AT FREAKING LAST HOUR YOU KNOW !
one return cust, one just come and buy i didnt even explain e specs, one say will come back and finally came at 915, one bought two highest comm printers aftr a superlong talk and bargain with my supervisors ! unfortunately unable to beat tht bitch she sold total 10 ! well cus she stole zhenling's cust so no big deal . but srsly cant stop smiling, my face was red with happiness ! commission is totally out of the picture, its the sweet sense of satisfaction tht matters (:

*earnings from this fair shall be thrown into blog shop, do keep a look out !

screeeeeeaming at 3:21 PM Y