today's a HSH day for nikky (:
dismissed the thought to club last night when anju jio-ed me even though i was tempted and i seldom (really seldom) say NO to her jios . but i was really exhausted from the xmas thon over albeit waking up at SIX-pm, think im honestly aginggggg ! ;(((

so ive taken some precious time off to clear the ever messy room .
okay its pretty neat compared to gohpeiyu's ultimate CHAOS hahahaha .
anw give it a day it will be as messy as ever again but its really not my fault . sigh i need a BIGGERRRRRR table !

tht aside, i think i need to get my ass exercising out there .
feel very unhealthy tht i aint sweating out like i used to be, and aching evrywhere aftr a good trng (without weights ofcourse)
and so, im gng sea trng this sun hopefully i can wake up .
I NEED MORNING CALLLLLLS !

MERRY CHRISTMAS xDDD

evry year's christmas has been diff for me, diff ppl diff place diff setting .
its with safra at intercontinental hotel this year !
we had a free upgrade from suite to presidential suite its srsly EYE OPENER ! how many ppl had the chance lah, spending 5/6k for JUST A NIGHT you know !
potluck giftexchange pajamasparty countdown moviemarathon
quite fun with the company but just lack of games (:


just the bedroom's toilet is bigger than my room !
there's suana, jacuzzi, shower place and toilet place inside


me & jiahao


all the pink pajamas, where junie ?


shuhui unwrapping her present


safra ladies (:


my presents, didnt take all tho



more to come, be patient !

first week of school break zooooooomed past so fast im glad it ended at last . i cant talk for goodness sake now my voice's breaking since wed i bet it'll turn on guys lah HAHA . better appreciate the silence cus its freaking so seldom okay, I MISS MY SWEEEEET VOICE !!!
anw so here's the updates:

mon, tues
proj meetups and tuition.
was down with fever i felt so ever tired but cldnt sleep in peace cus wholeboy's aching real badly and neck's so tight as tho being dragged by metal chains . plus projs stacking high up, im still trying to clear my backlogs ! i think sheena mt & air are gonna murder me soon uhoh . please dont i will finish em soon okay !

wednesday
party time with pat denise & anju, i shld be resting at home yadayadayada .
i know i know but just act DONT KNOW lah hahaha .
phuture was FULL as early as 845 srsly wth kids nowadays are getting more kiasu they can beat those aunties ! headed to dbl o freeflow free entry 20 &above, but the door bitch didnt even check our id only anju's . ahhhhhh im aging im OLD alr =((((
oh we bumped amanda and kellyn there, drink-drank-drunk, fun fun fun !
*even tho someone did ever tried making up stories of me & anju at the ears of nypdb-girls but apparently failed.
hah blacked out in the toilet for tht few seconds for some unknown reason, and tht few seconds cost my arm to be injured AGAIN . damn dbl o's srsly cursed for me, phone drop into the toilet bowl and injured my arm TWICE there wth man !

thursday: SUSHI MAKING DAY !
four of us tried out them out as planned for our entrep proj . hail to chef chow, chef air, chef loh and chef mok ! feel so weird to be molding using HANDS, just cant get mine properly shaped i gave up ! dont know how they get the toppings sitted nicely, BEN GONG ZHU shall just see and be served hahaha . i hope none of us lao-sai, and i aspire not to be a chef in future at least not for sushi haha . we're making em again nxt fri, anybody wanna try ? =DD

friday
TUITION was daaaaamn GREAT !
just me junie eunice and cheeling the wonder-roomie, foursome is a great group . had so many shooters only tequila did the wonder, for a short period tho . so damn crowded there with jc ppl finishing a's and poly stud having break but still night was good with the right company . spent abt 70 for tuition fees, worth it . more to come right ? =D
went massaging in the day with shaun, 50bucks gone for 1hr session 0_0 !
its quite market rate, but both of us felt a PINCH . anw i was glad tht we made it there safely and ON TIME, given tht i've noob sense of direction and i was thirty mins late .
"luckily j8 is big enough for me to walk ard" by shaun =///
im sorry FOR BEING LATE lah (:


safraDB and NPDB

fuck u're srsly sucha bitch X 1000000000 .
look who's talking, pot calling kettle black you hilarious idiot .
all you know is nth but copying ppl and then repackaging it as YOUR OWN STYLE, totally no sense of originality what great audacity you have to put tht sentence on others . i'd shudder to realise the once angel's sucha devil, always doing things behind screen.
i dare you to spell my name out in full, MOKHSINYU .

go ahead and spread STORIES, you know its all but fabricates .
you just dont know the fault lies with YOU for so many ppl hating you .
HOT ? PRETTY? my ass .
hoho you're trying WAY TOO HARD my dear girl .
if tht person knows you inside out i swear he'll eat his words .

anw whtever you say, u're long dead in us .
just a lil tinge of disappointment but it doesnt matter losing the insignificant loser you . for we know we;re so much blessed than you, we have TRUE friends who care and laugh with us and be there for us .
at least we can be ourselves, unlike some ppl always trying to be SOMEBODY ELSE .
it takes what you have to be yourself .

hello, move on girl u're 20 nxt year .
try harder on your pathetic personality instead and be a better person .
its not too late to thank your kind ex-teammates by then (:

this entry is dedicated specially for you, as a reciprocate of your entertainments .
continue being our series of joke, love you !

im so glad tht this whole week's finally over, nothing but TRAUMA !
three proj deadlines to meet, and to think i totally messed up the dates !
hrm supposed to be thurs but i read it as fri on my organiser, until i was getting ready for sch i realised IT DONT MAKE ANY SENSE ! and just 90minutes before sch i piah-ed my cover letter and resume out, its really horrible and traumatising that i had gastric till today cus i skipped breakfast =/

two weeks of break, before 2009 starts .
i really need to sit down and think of my future, i realised i'll be graduating in 2mths time ! life ahead is like a vast sea i totally have no directions with regards to where shld i pursue my degree, definitely not singapore .
hai sometimes just wish i was still that little girl in primary school, just an innocent kid without worries, politics, no issues of love and money . whts on my mind will be "friend you/dont friend you" and getting BAND 1 for all three subjects, sound familiar aint it ? haha well, i so miss those kind of purity .

anw, nxt two weeks will be proj madness .
and more importantly PARTY madness . im srsly not a clubber, really ! just tht friends ard me jio me to club thts why im gng . its like clubbing for the sake of friends and company and music, and i do wish those disgusting guys to vanish and stop grinding ppl from the back roar .
hah i suddenly remembered shuhui and me were confronted by some guy for pushing them away, hilarious idiot -.-

im afraid i'll do the so called 42kinds of toxic stick (by alene).
sports make me happy, so no sports = EMO

i do value the friendships but im afraid things'd change .
so why not withdraw myself and be anti-social first ?
at least the aftermath wouldnt be so lost .

yay im gng wildwildwet SOON !
shuhui's bringing this noobshit there for an eyeopening .
YES I HAVENT BEEN TO THERE BEFORE CAN ?!
hahahahaha cant wait (:

"trust" is such a difficult word
doubt i'll ever have the confidence to .

nicole i choose you !
sounds damn pokemon haha officially adopt NICOLE as the first name (:
anw it was offered to me when i changed my name to hsinyu but i couldnt accept hsingyee & yvonne being changed to hsinyu and nicole at the same time .

nicole nicole nicole teehee =DD

school has started for a month but im still not into the schooling mood, guess i havent settle myself down to the cosy lil environment .

stanchart 42k full marathon is THIS SUNDAY !
hopefully can keep up with victor's pace he say he'll run with me ! havent been running for one whole month and time passed so fast before i could realise it . target is below 6hrs prolly 5hrs since its only one month tht i didnt run as compared to 7hrs last year for not running the whole year round . and this marathon's gonna be the last sport of my life, im so gonna just sit and rot and bleach by my great natural neural whitening skills .
dad banned me from dragonboating and i dont have tht drive to exercise anymore, just wanna slaaaaaack my life off . feel so damn lazy to even step out of my house, except to PARTYYYYY thts diff story =DD

mense knocked the door last week and guess what .
i combed 4 toblerones, 1 rittersports, 1 chocolatecofeebean due to hormones imbalance SIAO LIAO !
so much for losing fats lah hahaha lets just put it this way, im carbo loading for 42k =D
excuses excuses omggggggg =/

anw i had a hard time choosing btwn nicole & charlotte .
i really like charlotte ! but friends say charlotte sounds damn demure fairlady and im not ! sigh give me TWO more months to bleach .