SELAMAT HARI RAYA (((:

im so happy tht i wasnt late for work today, and its morning shift lah !
marella's having a triple blessing -yanie is getting married in december !!! cat is pregnant for 2mths, and jackie FIVE mths . she didnt know tht she was pregnant all along, best man -.-
its fun working today, probably cus i havent been there for nearly a month, and cat's having goodmood all day, which is SO SELDOM .

movie with team was fun, at vivo . i dont know whts the title, but its damn motivating+funny . just the right movie for the team . "if u're not the first, u're the last ."
chomp was pure MADNESS . eateateat, supper .
and the almond dao-huey is damn nice lah !
im so not gonna be fat man ((:


(GASP!) PURPLE LINE !


cool beans (:


the march to chomp, taken by prof. photographer MOK


we chomped, have you ?

today is the ever unluckiest day of my life i tell you .
the rain was heavy ard aftrnoon and this car speed over a SUPER big puddle of water .
it was SOO COINCIDENTAL tht i happened to be walking past the spot and i got literally DRENCHED by the sudden BIG SPLASH .
WHATHEFUCK man its not funny okay ! i was like 80% drenched from head to toe lah, not to mention i just bathed and got outta my house for work lor .

and it was damn suay over at tori-q lah !
i think im improving over there, but i got damn pissed cus when there's crowds, aries will get me swopped with annie . i seriously think i can handle alone MUCH better myself without her companion . all the orders will just get messed up, its totally pathetic . i dont know, maybe we cant coordinate . and she'll get me repeat myself like at least twice, causing me to forget my nxt order -which is damn irritating . well u know i dont like to repeat myself .
anw whtever . the suay-suayest thing was the counter broke down . so means we gotta record manually wht we sold, and collecting money blahblah, and yes i was repeating myself over and over and over again to annie, damn fustrating lah ! GGGRRRRRR !

got back home and i quarelled with mom . she refuses to let me on my air-con, damn fucked-up lah ! got so pissed tht i slammed her door and my dad got a shock .
quarelled with mokchinhao cus he misused my computer . i dont do tht to his computer please .
WHATEVER . damn, its seriously a damn fucking suay day lah, ROOOAAAAAAAAARRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw, first day of pizzahut was ystd with anju, and its FUN !
muchmuch more fun than tori-q i swear .
and i got to eat pizza of MY CREATION, wheeee ((x
hahaha i stuffed LOTSA cheese and it really looked it mountain, so malu .
yes pizzahut is so nice to work in, a pity its wages isnt tht nice =/

geez i got make-up lessons from 10am-12pm and 5pm-7pm .
lesson is normal from 12-5 . damn . so i'll be late for training .
GAAAAAAAAH !

so i've worked at tori-q today, and im amazed at myself for finding it fun, for the FIRST time .
i think its quite enjoyable, cus aunty-may left shortly aftr i came, HOORAY !
and i got to bring so many food home- unagi, rice, tako-pachi and CAKES !!!! WHEEEE !!!!!

anw, im proud tht i wasnt VERY late for sch, less than FIVE mins in fact .
its a great achievement okay, considering sch started at 9am today and i was nvr ON TIME for the whole of fridays last sem cus it starts at 9am, tanbanseng practically gave up on my punctuality lah .
ohdrats i wonder how the hell am i suppose to wake up, my sch starts at 8am tmr . goodness baby .
right i'll try my very best to be ontime ((:

what the hell .
im supposed to buy my lappy today, all my classmates have bought and configured them except me .
BUT my dad fogot all abt it and he blames me for not reminding him .
go and die man ! why cant he jolly well just admit on his senility instead of giving those blardyshit excuses . is my education not so important to him ?!
AND the lappy scheme is a sch program so he shld be paying the FULL sum and not us sharing the price . if its for mokchinhao i think my parents will just agree to buy him one without much considerations . just like i wanted to change my retro hp soooo damn long ago but they didnt give much damn and when my brother suggest it he got it . he just get things he wants so easily since young, gameboy, billabong crumpler bag blahblah, and i'll be the one SHARING with him . oh what a nice word, sharing .
it reminds me of those working-before-poly days, when im seriously ALL DEPENDANT on myself . i didnt take a SINGLE cent from them yet i gave them monthly allowance . eating shopping and groceries, i feed on MYSELF . and dad blames me for being extravagant when i told him abt lappy and braces . hello unlike other parents u didnt give me ANY allowance and i gave both of u 100each . tell me how am i suppose to save up like other ppl do when i paid ALL my expenses MYSELF with the salary of only 1k ?
dammit this is sooo UNFAIR !!!!
i wish i could just move out of the fking house and be independant, and be free of all these nonsensical shit .
ROOOOOOOOAR =\

it has been the second day since school starts, evrything remains mundane as before, nth has changed much except tht
i got tanner (DUH!) and i cut my hair real SHORT (nobody agrees its nice on me lah !), rongqian rebonded her hair, the fats on shujuan's face travelled to her arms and eunice trimmed her hair .

fuck my braincells .
i thought i lost my admin card during hols aftr my stats supp paper so i went to replace it ystd .
guess wht, i found it in my pencil case during tutorial today .
yeah you've been wondering why didnt i discover the big deal ystd, thts cus i was LATE (again) and i forgot to bring my pencil case to sch as a result of my rush . just like when i rush for trng i'll atleast head back home once for my missing ezlink card shoes shampoo and whtsoever .
WHATHEHELL lah !
i paid a fking $6.30 for nth, esp when im trying damn hard to scrim and save . ARGH !
i wish my TEAM NYP shirt can appear as miraculously as my admin card .
when will i be able to be not-so-blur for a day i wonder, just a day, when evrything is fine, when i wont lose a single shit thing, when i have good hair day, when i'll not be late, when i'll complete all my tutorials . goodness i think the sky will just DROP lah . a pity nobody will hold it for me .
ANYWAYS, well i hope this wonderful will just come .

so here's my timetable:
monday: 12pm-5pm
tuesday: 1pm-8pm
wednesday: OFF ! whoooooo (:
thursday: 9am-4pm
friday: 8pm-1pm
check it out man !

school's starting in less than another 11hrs time, i wonder if i shld rejoice or the opposite .
i havent even buy my lappy, which is a compulsory thing for my class .
my room is still in the garang-guni state no matter how hard i try to clear the mess, but at least its CLEAN .
im obviously still in the holiday mood, or rather hibernation, cus i havent been enjoying my hols either, just tht i didnt touch my books .
how i wish the WSC camp hadnt end, and then can all stay happy and forget those unpleasant stuffs for awhile, when we wont be worrying abt our grades and works, when joy and laughter fills our day .
YEAH, HOW I WISH .

argh this is so mood dampening lah .
anw its so expected, things are just totally totally diff back in phs .
right i shldnt be comparing and living in the past anymore .
THAT'S LIFE = boring .

i'm back from church, its like so long i havent been there, at least TWO months ?
had a dispute with gpy, we're fine now though .
just wanna let u know tht ur thousands of morning calls are really appreciated okay, even though i dont show them . well you know me ((:

YAY finally ive had a good sweet slp, aftr clubbing, training and outing with pies .
clubbing at dxo was totally a BORE, even though we met junqing and shaun .
its totally a MUD'S PALACE lah ! i thought clubbing is prohibited during fasting periods ? TSK -.-
went trng straight aftr clubbing, i felt energetic yet shagg like hell .
shagg cus i didnt slp at all, energetic cus im all excited abt trng -i've vanished for more than a mth you see .
paddled FOUR triangles, which is like 16km . i barely took a rest throughout, coach was aftr me all the way -this is KILLING please ! but im glad i did it, not for the sake of anybody but myself, its all abt perseverance and endurance .

outing with pies was FUUUN !
bought gpy a RED HOT BIKINI for belated, i hope she LOOOOVES it !
neoprints were plain fun, it isnt like some twiting moments .
the happy thing was i bought TWO tops and ONE belt from flea market, at a sum of >20 .
HAHAHAHA cheap deal eh ? ohwell its FLEA MARKET what .
ohyeah we're joining the flea market nxt month too ! friends reading this, please go down and support us ! i'll be posting the further details up ya (:

wheeee wheeeeeee WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!

I'VE FINALLY CUT MY HAIR !
ITS REALLY SUPER UBER SHORT NOW .
ONE SNIP, AND ITS ABOUT 30CM OKAY !!!!!

whoooopeedo, im so happy,
SHORRRRT HAIR's soooo cool !

argh there's sth wrong with this irritating blogskin, i need derek !

arrrgh im super budgetted now to go shopping lah, and i havent even buy my lappy .
im still short of 200++bucks !
grrrrrrrrr im so sick of budgetting evrynow&then . ive got lots and lots and lots of things to buy, I WANNA GO SHOPPING !!!!
sigh, i wish i can marry some rich guy and go shopping evryday, HAHA !
nah i'll rather be independent .
aftrall at least i know i work for the things i want, unlike those free-loaders .
and i know wht im gng thru now will definitely mould me into a better&distinct person ((:

woohooo !
coach came down today, thus the unique trng .
those special trngs really stretches my muscles, i think its far better than doing weights .
and we had MCSPICY !!!!!! i havent have tht for eons please ! sch's mcspicy is always the best, its so cheap and NICE (((:

my floor is soooo smooth, im feel so great gliding ard the house like a kid .
i think my mopping skills are muchmuch better than the part-time cleaner please, its sucha waste of money okay . my mother shld employ me rather than her lah !

okay i've finished only half of my housework, it took me a damn three long hours !
im left with cleaning the furnitures piano and changing my bedsheet .
whathehell its the first time i've vacuumed the whole entire house, and its damn fking energy draining can ! it just feel as tho my arms are being sucked into the cleaner rather than the tiny specks of dusts .
i swear im not gng to be a housewife in future please !

hungry hungry,
very very,
hungry very,
very hungry .
chikalakapiahpiah (X2)
CHIAK ! ((:

yes im very hungry, there's maggie mee at home, SO UNHEALTHY !
forget about eating, i shall go do some houseworks and mop the floor since nobody's at home .
im sucha nice daughter yeah ((x

i managed to drag myself outta my comfy bed for rowing though i was obviously, late .
yes i've finally reached home, not long ago, guess the rest reached like eons ago .
i slpt in the shuttle bus to and fro cityhall mrt and suntec for like almost an hour, i wondered how many chicken rounds the driver went, and the driver must be wondering if im homeless or insane, urgh !

okay i see a need to change for a better:
i seriously need to be ON TIME .
yes im wellknown as LATE QUEEN . i'm nvr early, i dont know why . i dont like to wait for ppl, maybe thts the prime reasn for always being late and it gradually became a habit ?
i shldnt be so dependant on my mood .
i dress talk behave write study by moods, and its getting serious . it shldnt be this way i guess, cus i shldnt let it affect me, moreover ppl ard me . even yanie says its damn obvious, though she's just a colleague .
my attitude, be more alert and not-so-forgetful .
cat says i shld be more observant, i think its quite true even though i dont like her . i dont give a damn to things and ppl ard me, i couldnt care less . maybe thts how i always ended up losing my things especially handphones- TWO handphones in TWO months, my mum's gonna slap me if i lose this as well .
and maybe thts why im getting more insensitive towards ppl's feeling, always talking bluntly . it might e a good thing though, cus i can happily be myself for all i want, like what i am now .
andyeah, i shld jolly well bitch&gossip less, else i might not know when i'll be known a backstabber by backstabbers.

arrrgh im like a dead crap now, my arms feel so difficult going against gravity .
we did heavy weights for today, its really omg . but seriously this is the best gym-trng i;ve ever had, as in i could feel my muscles really pulling and tiring out .
bestest part was we did 100 push-ups one shot, its really killing okay .
lets just say that my standard has deteoriated cus i havent been gng trng for the past 1 month .
im glad tht im finally back and trng hard for the coming marathon and competitions .
jiayou evrybody, rmb ah, 100push-ups daily alwite !!
GOODNESS you'll see muscular gurls in no time (x

calling for mokhsingyee ROGER .
yes speaking OVER .

okay so im not dreaming .
i've finally got a new phone, nokia 6131 !!!!!
its a COLOURED flip phone with 1.3 mega-pixel 8x zoom cam, mp3, video voice recorder, bluetooth, infared b;ahblahblah .
WHOOOOPEEDO (((:
yes ! i can go snappy and flood my memory with pictures and songs .
WOOOHOOOO !!!
im no longer retro black&white and dependant on ppl's cam phone !
im coloured and independant (((:

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im back from the very enjoyable splash camp !
its so funfunFUN, esp when my team is so spontaneous ((:

tsuna is nothing without MI . (X2)
we wash, we flood, we sink your boat .
whoa, whoa, whoa, WHOA, tsunami :]

day1
okay i was late for my camp . anw they started late so yeah . started with those basic break the ice games and i guess i was the only gurl doing a forfeit ? haha .
went dragonboating and my biceps hurted like hell at first cus i rowed wrongly . but it was fun simply cus its all about teamwork, its fking tiring but when evrybody is piah-ing all the way, u wont hesitate to continue . and....
WE WON THE RACE ! :)))))
morphling and tsunami rocks !
watched eight-blahblah . it was motivating and all abt teamwork again . seriously im amazed at the dogs' loyalty though i hate dogs . yeah the movie was nice, but it wasnt so enjoyable in the airconless room packed with 60+ppl .
thank god i had a fan with me, uknowtht cutefroggyfan (x

day2
captain ball, 'relay', tail-pulling, skit time and VOLLEYBALL !!!!!
captball was horrible lah . try imagine playing with those big-size tall sweating guys . they're all so hiong and charging like mad bulls, its scary pls . and i owe shaun a 100plus, all thanks to the stupid bet .
i was amazed by our guys -they crapped abt chang-e and somehow came up with the skit, its damn lame and funny lah ! narrator: joshua . its abt qu-yuan (suntil) and chang-e (ME!), they were childhood sweethearts . since when chang-e and qu-yuan are childhood sweethearts ?! they met and danced (tokyodrift) under a tree (yongming) . one day an oldman (sophian) met qu-yuan and give him a pill delivered by FED-EX (skye) . qu-yuan wanted chang-e to keep it for him, but chang-e swallowed it instead . chang-e flew to the moon but dropped into the waters cus the pill EXPIRED, and qu-yuan saw tht very scene . being sad and furious, he hesitated to save her . he started peeling banana (everybody did the peel-banana cheer) and decided to save her . qu-yuan picked up his scuba-diving gear and went diving for chang-e . it was eons and ppl (shengyong sophian allan chongchuan skye yongming) thought qu-yuan was dead, so they started throwing dumplings into the water . the fact was qu-yuan wasnt dead and he found chang-e ! just when he was surfacing, the basket hit his head and knock him out . qu-yuan and chang-e were drowned .
tht was how dragonboat and scuba-diving came about .
the guys did a super good job can !
its actually lights off time but we volleyballed, it was soooo grrrrreat !
it has been like a super pea long time since i've played sucha FUUUUN match lah !
THUMBS UP FOR EVRYBODY ;D

day3
TREASURE HUNT
ex-co woke us up at 3+am for treasure hunt, OHMUTHU !
we hunted all the way till 8 and my toes were super badly blistered .
perserverance wasnt a choice cus we are a TEAM, we'll do things as one .
though we werent the first and last, im glad tht we had made it all .
TSUNAMI-TSUNAMI AAALLLLL THE WAY !

i think the ex-cos did a very good job, without them the camp will be impossible .
most importantly, everybody was sporty and spontaneous, which made the camp a SUUUPER fun one . thts the spirit of water sports club !
THREEE CHEERS FOR WATERSPORTSCLUB =]

it just isnt my day today .
evrything is so fucking screwed up, and congrats to cat she did it .
it was just so uncontrollable, it was just a sudden emo . i dont know how it got started .
ohyeah i worked for only ONE hour today, wht a joke pls .
anw, yanie thanks for your understanding and im terribly sorry for all the troubles .

feasting with anju was mmmmmarvelous !!!
we had kfc's family feast today, just us !
a couple was sharing a zinger meal where two teenagers were sharing family feast with 23+++packets of chilli sauce .
yeah we're hot and spicy, and we sure have humongous appetite .
you better rmb our pact woooookay ;D

many things have been happening lately, just that i was too caught up in my busy working no-life-world .
argh whtever . i work for a reason, not just because of shopping or whtever u can think of . anw, i dont see a need to spell out evrything, cus i dont need ppl to understand and sympathise with me . who doesnt wish to have everything perfectly in order, where their parents would provide the child with evrything wished for and give the latter their fully support . where circumstances doesnt allow, you just got to wake up from the beautiful dream and be independant . i believe god has it all planned for me . so whtever it is, so be it .
im feeling so drained of every ounce of my energy, i see a need to restore it, before i really goes into depression .
right now i have so many unspoken thoughts, and i feel really very lost .
how i wish gohpeiyu and shuhui are online now, ahhhhh !

forget it .
i've decided to train & paddle hard though the thought of quitting once existed .
whtever it is, yes gurl i'll persist and endure yeah ;D
motivations is all we need for now, agree ?

COMPASS

having a compass is a must for survival in deserts, they'll ensure ur directions and guide your way out safely despite sandstorms and unforseen circumstances .
water is obviously vital, needless to say .
compass reflects very much on our daily lives in fact .
it is just like God's love and guidance for us, planning evrything ahead for us .
its for evry individual to decide, whether to believe and to depend on him, though its only natural tht we'll side-path at times cus human errs .

mum was asking for a compass and i remembered rcving one for our graduation gift back in phs .
yes indeed the gift was of great sentimental value, it's still in a good condition under my preservation .
the above was actually wellsaid by mrs leaw during our grad service, which i'll bear it in mind cus it really makes sense .
yes it suddenly dawned upon me on how God is so impt to me, and im feeling so bad for always being MIA for church .
yeah i'll go church nxt sunday with gohpeiyu i promise, cus it's my one and only free weekend of the whole october . (: