with that im officially out of dragonboat. i cant take tht ambiguity lying there creating unnecessary troubles and comments. right now i feel a tonne off my shoulder and im so happy tht i wanna bounce hehe :D gonna yumcha with shuhui and jerine ltr, take is as a celebration - a reason for me to feast then.

i find it tough to link myself with those juvenile behaviours, perhaps i've matured faster than my age group. im feeling increasing distance or rather im distancing myself away. so antisocial now cus i dont see the need to speak.

butter with shuhui and friends ystd.
night didnt end well cus audris was gone and all of us had to take care of her. 5 of us cant even put her over our shoulders compared to 2 guys lifting her easily off ground, so amazing. now i finally know the feeling of taking care a goner - it aint good! haha usually im the one tht needs to be taken care of cus idk my limits. actually not THAT much, at least im always still subconsciously active, except for the ONE TIME. well if you dont get high might as well dont club right! i live by this golden rule but please dont quote me haha.

two things revolve around me now: books tuition books books and books .
going to sch has been a daily routine to me, so does getting up at 6am.
im proud to say tht im like 99% punctual and in fact i'm EARLY ! how amazing can tht be man ! they say "the nearer you are, tendency of lateness is higher" - pretty true (:the 1% falls on one fateful day when smart mok decides to take 74e cus tis EXPRESS. i was so happy to reach PIE at 7:48am, thought i'll be early can belp klt buy breakfast. BUT i was stucked there for more than 1hr wtf! life's really full of regrets i regretted taking 74e lah !
i realised i didnt mention about my schedule at all since bridging started a month ago. It's either 830-1130am or 12-3pm (even on weekends) followed by tuitions till late evenings from mon to thurs.

ive stopped running dragonboating practically stopped all sports, reduced clubbing, no boyfriend meetups. in fact activities that i used to be committed to have all been ceased cus i wanna concentrate on studying but i still find myself busyyyyy. i dont even have time to use my laptop and i feel like i have thousand and one things yet to do!
maybe cus i spent the first FREE sunday i have to myself tidying my room. i didnt change my bedsheet for 1mth+, neither have i wiped my room everywhere's so dusty & untidy machiam garage cus the only time im at home is to SLEEP! can say i've cleaned evry corner of my room, changed bedsheets, did laundry and cleared PART of my closet. sounds like a full-time housewife lah sigh :( and i've yet to finish it though.

if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
plan plan plan i need to and i'll do so this thursday - i have the whole morning finally <3

shaun is gonna be a botak fong soon like tmr!
hope i wont flood the place tmr with tears cus i've alr teared since ystd :(
thanks to jerine's continuous persuasion nag that has convinced me to send him off.
omg i hate those kind of parting scenes but im still going to do so cus i love him (: