fire fire hsinyu's on fire .
YES IM STILL ON BIG FIRE !@#$%^&*!

1. failed btt !
arrrrrrrgh im such an idiot ! waste my time waste my moeny to cab there .

2. wanted to book retest and trial, but i realised i dont have enough money with me ! so i only booked retest =(

3. brought a lappy to sch without battery & adaptor . tsk srsly felt sooooooo dumb&dumb&dumb ! aftr displaying my lappy for 4 hrs i headed home to take my adaptor . reason is beacause i cant stand being so handicapped and i hate sharing coms with ppl .
well thts the benefit of staying near to sch HAHA .

4. did IB on jj's lappy but she didnt save my work .
POOF evrything's done down the drain !
i enjoy re-doing them, verymuch you know .

5. i gained wait ! wah freak must be i ponned trng too much =(

suddenly realised in three weeks time its gonna be exams and my birthday .
kinda hope it comes asap cus it marks e end of proj madness, ironically i hope it stalls there so tht exams wont come so fast !

both land& sea trng havent been good eversince june race , for me at least .
just dont feel the spur, i know ive been coming up with excuses to skip land . thts cus i have a phoebia & hate gyming, whats more heavy weights =///
passion is diminishing esp aftr today, hopefully its temporary yo .

red cliff today & batman last sun, both with team .
think its a waste of my money to watch movies cus i forget half of em almost immediately ?
batman was good but aftr shape run & trng brain's good as dead . think i only catch 60% of all, hopefully thts e figure . i cldnt wait for the movie to end throughout cus the joker's so psychotic . its damn gruey and i hate thrillers .
WHY SO SERIOUS WHY SO SERIOUS ?! =/
redcliff quite nice, amazed by the magnificience esp the bagua zhen .
but the ending srsly sucks, so sudden !
damien so random, telling me theres cockroach at the climax -.-
failed to meet gpy to buy her bra, sorry dear dinner on me nxt time okay ! (hope you wont read this entry HAHA)

quit happily procrastinating, do your projs now please !

hello people this is hsinyu on mokhsingyeeee.blogspot ! here's sth to share with you guys so listen up .
i have a friend named air, who travels at 3 x 10 to the power of 8 m/s !
well amazing isnt it ?!
lameshit HAHAHA .

almost forgot tht i have BTT on tues !
haha borrowed the book from shuhui just now, the first sentence she said was "eeeeeeee u're damn ugly!"
walau not even a "HELLO" aftr soooooo long no see, so thts what friends are for lah !
hopefully i'll pass with her aura inside, thanks gurl =D

tues went sheena's house to do proj.
she cooked pasta for us and her sis baked banana choc muffins !
queen cook eh, felt so loved can !
nxt time will be 本公主 cook HAHAHA dont doubt my culinary skills hor .

quarreled with bro over amanda using master bedroom's toilet via my room.
apparently he dont uds whats women's privacy cus he dont see a need to ask for permission .
the thing is, at least INFORM me that somebody is entering my room .
what if theres pad in tht toilet, what if my clothes and bras are all over e place ?
he only think about moneymoneymoney, tht nth's valuable in my room worth stealing so i shldnt make a big fuss .
fuck, he obviously dont know the meaning of respect in short .

piano nvr fail to make me feel better !
to zanarkand is a piece to vent your anger out with all the fortisimo (ff) & accent, and ritardano (rit) tells you that its time to calm down .
so long since i played it this well, and so long since i felt that burst of energy =D

i dont know why and how can i mistook mum's hairgel as my bodylotion.
i applied a wholelot before realising it smells too good and also too sticky damn !

minting: mok 你肥了
me: huh ??
minting: 我看到你的肚子pop出来
sheena spits water out from her mouth HAHAHA !
my tummy hasnt gone down since pot luck the previous sat =((((

im back addicted to piano like how i used to .
downloaded finalfantasy-X's wind crest score aftr gpy let me hear e soundtrack . im bent on mastering it although its damn hard and with mum's demoralising comment .
went swimming tog and came my house on sat, impromptu .
nth to do so we played e piano tog .
evrytime come my house aftr clubbing and leave e nxt morning, we hardly have time & chance to chill at each other's place nowadays, not to mention piano . good times like this are hard to come by and i really treasure it alot though i dont express it out verbally !
feels as if we're back to sec sch, that cosy sentiment i like !
and because of tht i suddenly have THAT FEEL again
tht rythmic gush awaking my fingers, thanks dear (:

I GIVE UP !

let me take the initiative to put the full stop
give me a chance to be the first this time .

so glad tht wednesday had passed !
qty mgmt report + presentation + IB ica3 we were almost driven crazy barely had 3hrs of slp . and they were nearly driven mad by me, i mean pissed by me .
reason being i was late cus i was preparing my script at home and i realised I DIDNT BRING MY THUMBDRIVE TO SCH holyshit ! the only thing running in my mind was cab home immediately but they say im damn brainless plus we were e first grp to present . so yeah chillchill, print report and re-edit ! i kept reassuring myself tht it'll be fine to calm myself down =/ thankgod evrything kinda went smoothly i managed to ans mr boo's funny questions .

finally international biz ica 3 &4 down, supplychain down, quality mgmt down, warehousing HALF down .
3& half more projs to go and i'll be freed from this heartless proj madness !
two weeks from then will be EXAMS
15aug
18aug
19aug
20aug
i'll prolly spend my bd mugging and celebrate belated =/
rahhhhhh still cant escape the EXAMINATION fate during my birthdays since young !
i still hope for surprises befalling. ah nvm, expectations brings forth disappointments so i shall just block my mind and MUG .

anw today i burped damn loudly at air and she chocked on her chocs . HAHAHAHA i wasnt aiming you, just coincidental lah BFF feel the love only for you eh, thts what friends are for HOR ? release you from my body let you relax awhile !
the honeydew breath is so damn refreshing HAHAHA !

just ended call with minting !
we were discussing our warehousing analysis via phone, she listened to my sweeeet melodious voice for 80min 40sec !
minting you must be feeling blessed and i know u'll have a super sweet dream tonight HAHA =D

safra potluck !
had so much fun, so much fat !
hah we book our place along tht looooooong table, die die stand there and wait for food to arrive .
there was so much food tht we had no place to put them despite the super long table .
i was late and ate 5 6 rounds, can you imagine van those early birds ate how many rounds ?!
eateateat talk eat talk jump laugh scream pose playground and eattttt(:

playground madness



lovely cutie pies i want kids too =D





finally aftr >1o tries......

ready?


fly hiiiiiiiiigh !

i dont know if hiring maid is a good thing or not, but i do know that im gng mad soon ! these past few weeks is pretty pathetic and hectic evryday projecting and all . prolly cus of the intensity im damn short tempered like 24/7 irritated and get pissed off at the slightest thing on earth .
i literally quarelled with mummy almost evrytime we see each other . when last weekend i didnt step out a single step of house, in other words COOPED for two days, i quarelled with my parents almost evry single minute when they're at home .
now i know why - the maid .

just had a talk (mini bitching session) with mummy .
we are srsly two of a kind, she's cleanliness freak number 1 and im the number 2 haha ! we're all kinda perfectionists and both of us are super annoyed by the maid .

what mummy thinks: (its all abt cleanliness HAH)
she's damn slow and mum hates repeating herself
she cant wash things clean and my living room has BIG ants surfacing (WTF)
expects the floor to be mopped SPECK CLEAN
asked her to use e washing machine but she handwashed evrything . my mum ended up washing her clothes herself and it really irks to see pails of soaked clothes standing in the toilet taking up space .
she keeps away evrything thus my mum cant find anything esp utensils
the moment mummy comes home she'll head straight into her room cus she dont wanna see e maid lest losing her temper .

what i think: (i have ALOT to rant about okay!)
i just feel irritated whenever i talk to her i dont know why ! prolly cus i hate ppl to talk slowly and worst of all NAG .
while my mum wants floor to be speck clean, i expect the toilet to be so too ! i ended up scrubbing evry inch of e toilet MYSELF so tht it meets my expectation HAHA . and yes those pails are srsly a hindrance .
i dont trust her handwash cus im afraid she'll scrub my shirt until a chapalang state but i have no time to wash myself .
she freaking hell changed channel when i was BRB . pretty obvious tht i was damn pissed she offered to change back but i flatly rejected . be glad tht i didnt blare at her, im holding my temper okay . not just because she's a maid she cant change channel (I CANT DENY I DO HAVE A PROB WITH THT), but at least show some basic courtesy lah wth !

TWO out of SEVEN projects finally down but i dont feel good .
gscm presentation was totally screwed by me, i'm so ashamed to call myself a YEAR 3 BUSINESS STUDENT . for the first time ever in my life i did sucha lousy presentation, my mind was totally blank and dead . all i could think of was abt IB, advantages of high workforce blah . i cldnt even say a complete sentence, imagine how bad it was ! our posters did so well yet just because of my presentation i destroyed everybody's hardwork .
im really sorry abt it but i know it cant compensate for anything .

napfa test was a total fiasco also .
call myself a sportswoman, i didnt even pass napfa !
criteria for gold is getting at least a C for evry station, yes i got it BUT I FAILED STANDING BROAD JUMP . i need at least a 156cm but i only did 150. really cant jump for goodness sake cus i have phoebia of jumping =/ but im fine with failing tht part . its the sentence "you have not met the minimal requirements of the test" on the cert that is demoralising .

looking back at those photos makes me wonder very much what would life be if i hadnt join kayaking initially .

hows life without trngs
will i be so freaking bigsize
will my social be so exciting
will i be missing out alot
OR RATHER have i missed out alot cus of committing myself too much into the sport

honestly its sad to see & hear ppl telling me im getting . and the cycle wont stop lest i stop dragonboat .
tht contemplating feeling is back once again damn !

if evrything cld rewind, i'll prolly think twice and stick to salsa =(

my lappy's SPECK CLEAN now !
hah minting and me suddenly had e urge to wipe it, nvr done so for at least a year DARN DIRTY i know ! hahahaha the tissue paper was black especially the mousepad area .
the clean touch is so shiok, im typing happily =]

anw dyed my hair, mum & dad says its DAMN FUGLY =(

iwontlookback no i wont
batt went flat hinting me not to text you
well aint it all fated

im in sucha rotten mood now .
there's SIX projs stacking on my head making my neck shorter, and those brain juice being squeezed dry tht shrunk my head a whole lot .
i just simply cant get tht idiotic photoshop installed though i dl-ed zipzag to extract so im wondering how to do my posters . i have eight hours till 8am to complete em which is totally mission impossible using ppt !

mum nags and now even maid nags
block my mind block my EARS block their mouths
arghhhhhhhh !
guess mense is round e corner, pms adds on to the anti-social mood .
screw all the stresses breaking me down !
i need 48hrs of slp can i ?

looks like i need to spur things on .
a makeover, redefine plans, clear projs, clear those shitty mess on my table and wardrobe shld be enough hopefully .

feel so lousy tht im eating durian at this hour which is freakingggggggg....FAT =(

c'mon baby you wont fall, brace it up brace it up BRACE IT UP !