HELLO 2008 !
yay i cant wait to bid 2007 goodbye .
(HELLOO WORLD.SHUHUI HERE HAPPY NEW YEAR HEHEHEHEHE)

cus 2007's sucha a horrid year with unpleasant and painful experiences yet its those tht taught me lessons .
cant imagine i survived thru the fatal hair loss ORDEAL, cant imagine im so effing BIG SIZE now, cant imagine i quit the team aftr months of contemplative struggles blahblahblahblahblah
but 2007's also nice to me cus there're beautiful memories with team: trngs competitions genting and cranky times .
i shldnt turn memories into realities so move on .

and soooo....... hail to the arrival of my wishlist !
1. save money for bangkok
2. be slim be hot =DD
3. STILL MONEY
4. more hair
5. gpa shoot up please
6. mhy's shoppping list
7. better time management
8. beautiful teeth
9. get rid of that OBSTACLE hahahaha
10. whatever i want tht isnt written here
YOU ! be niceeeee yo (:

shuhui peiyu and bro's gang are counting down at my place,
cant wait to mahjong =D

aint as looking forward to 2008 as the past few days .
i realised all my reports and presentations deadlines falls on 2nd & 3rd week of jan, and semestral exam starts on 4th week, which falls before and aftr CNY . attachment starts immediately aftr exams .
oh what a kuku poly, damn .
letmejustdisappear =(

project grpmates aint friendly at all, urgh i hate it and i dont know whts the prob with them, or rather her .
wassup with piling those workloads to me while the others are doing so little ?
ive alr made known tht i cant attend the meeting cus i've another and evrybody acknowledged it . whats more ive alr done my part, and not like as if i didnt take initiative to ask the progress of the proj .
totally so fucked up .
whined to bro and the reply was why am i so inactive .
sigh, im wondering why am i not myself too .

what i felt for today's proj meeting sucks, so distanced and uncalled for .
let's just hope im too sensitive .
i know i'll heck care it sooner or ltr but i cant help but to whine it out here .
thankgoodness there's meet up with anju, at least i felt peaceful (:

wassup with me nowadays man, getting so easily paranoid moodswinging here and there .
please wake up the MHY soul, the one who wont even give a damn at ppl's opinion, the one who's always in her own world .
sometimes knowing whats gng on ard u aint a very good thing either .

christmas came and went
its the worst christmas i ever had, eve i mean .
it taught me not to expect too much cus higher expectations would bring you bigger disappointments, how true .
1. gpy got ps-ed by lydd and mandy (like DUH !)
2. my mum conned me to her event
3. town was a total turn off by those banglahs and stampedes
4. sposed to drink but in the end.........
the plan was totally backfired, and i hate it when things go so EVER wrong .
urgh being a perfectionist sucks big time and i regretted not working at cb instead
depression plus moodswing makes evrything worse off
can u imagine crying on the eve and santa visited me with menses
OH WHAT A CHRISTMAS EVE !

thankgod christmas was a slightly better one.........
cus anju made my day !
hanging out with her always seem so right <3
no mood to shop but i bought a top and dress in the end ! -treat a christmas gift for myself, i know if i dont buy i'll regret .
gotta pamper myself especially aftr the horrible day, ya excuses excuses excuses .
but its so long since i had the 'die die must buy' feeling, finally feel my fashion sense awaking =D

anw i hope you guys love the surprise gifts i gave .
told em i wont be giving any presents cus im veryvery budgetted .
yes i really am, VERY, but toldcha im lovely .
its a personalised cup by MOKHSINYU !
not nice also must say nice, its the thoughts tht counts okay .
and all my THOUGHTS are inside, feel the MHY's LOVE yo !

2008 is nearing just as christmas had past, i cant wait (:

now i know i aint good for nothing cus at least i can SEW !
bro bought a pooh bear for his gurl and he wanted to sew CHENG <3 MANDA on the bear's shirt . mum the consultant taught him and he bloody woke me up just to learn with him . not funny at all okay .
but guess what, he sewed the 'C' for 2 whole hours and still failed !
so his nice sister decided to take up the job .
took me abt 30mins for a letter but its better to be careful than to undo those tangles and end up redoing like the silly bro !
sewed CHE in 90mins while mum took 30mins to sew the rest !
hahaha old ginger what, but mine is really nicer okay, bro agrees too =D
my handicraft is srlsy tight and exquisite tht i can say its flawless (AT THE FRONT) hahaha, but can see my mum anyhow sew .
so wth lah, his mum and sis are the ones paying for his sweetness .

ohyes, i also sewed the pocket before i went zouk tht night !
haha i wanted very much to superglue it .
but the glue dried up so i hafta sew, and i guess i did a not bad job cus the thread didnt come out ?
LOL thts the reason why i was late tho !

latewakeup, tanning, simple housechores, slack, project .
tanning with bro, i finally sunned !
its been ages i felt the warm sunny love since i left the team .
so buzzie busy and my neural whitening skills aint helping, im so much fairer than shuhui, i feel so sickly FAIR =( anw, im back to DARK ((:
i havent had sucha great fine relaxing day to myself since godknowswhen .
for as long as i remembered, it was july .
and its DECEMBER now ya ?

zouked on wed, tht night totally sucked big time
it was full house and there was a fake raid .
so damn pissed tired and half-wasted tht i went home abt 2plus, and slpt by 3 .
i would have sustained in the norms tho
prolly mense fault again .

ystd was haji, a holy day for muslims, public hol for non-muslims but WORK for me . it was hell early 10am lah ! i was as usual LATE, for 30mins .
ppl thinks im crazy to work aftr club . but well i got totally drunk and wasted a week aftr my birthday tht i slpt bt the road but still reach school for TEP at 830am ON TIME the nxt day, nth is impossble HAHAHA .

ohyes, moodswings are srsly out of my beautiful gentle hands nowadays .
cant stand nags tht i snapped ppl off plenty times
piss me off online and i'll just block you
the mood of enthu and irritated switches damn fast i cant catch it either
i know im horrible, but im still the ever lovable friend right =D

im trying hard not to swear cus its pretty unglam .
so remind me if i do so .

anw think im falling into depression
srsly hate evrything of myself, hate to look into the mirror so much tht it makes me point middle finger at the reflection
i think im VERY FAT - flabby arms bulging tummy thunderous thighs damn .
those little hair tht im left with is damn dry and grassy
the swollen face, thick eyebags
the above described reminds you of a monster isnt it .

suddenly i realised how lucky i am - like what jerine says, i dont know how to cherish .

anju walked a distance to the atm just to lend me money
thts reallyreally nice of her
im just wondering if i would ever do that for a friend, hmmmmm .
peiyu still bothered to find out more abt me and how am i doing even tho im always heck caring
im sorry for tht big reaction .
shuhui is mutual, we can just call each other and complain .
jerine's srsly a giver more than a taker (me), im glad im a tinyweenylittle inculcated by her totally opposite thinking HAHA .

and yes i have many friends and met lotsa nice ppl - be it highbye
but even then, they coloured a part of my life at the point of time
so im still glad i met them .

wow finally i can slp in peace for once, tho 14hrs of slp still aint enough to make it up. i havent been able to slp so well since mktg proj, which was six weeks ago
can you imagine 6weeks of torture when you even feel the stress in your deams
proj test test proj, im almost driven crazy by them ! im sure the gurls share the same thoughts .

efma and finance proj's down at last .
we didnt heave a sigh of relief aftr finance submission but a sense of insecurity =(
handed up late and yongyong isnt in his room, so we made a fake hand-up box and tossed our proj in . hah srsly what a joke !

on a happier note, its finally long-waited two weeks break !
no actually not quite, cus i have FOUR projs due and efma test immediately aftr hols - so tell me, is it break or chiong ?
whatever, i'll be on my way earning big fat bucks for newyearsales ((((:

grandfather's hospitalised =(
mum says tht he has to take the bet for heart and kidney op, cus his heart is failing .
i went to visit him despite my hectic schedule, and guess what, i went to the wrong hospital . supposedly NUH but i went SGH instead, urgh !
so forget abt it, proceeding to lydia ng's bd bbq .
contemplated & contemplated, but i still went in the end .
i wanted to buy standard ticket only to realise im short of 10cents . mygoodness i realised the importance 10cents now okay !
and this kind lady who happened to be topping up her card beside gave me 10cents, plus another 10cents ltr on cus the machine dont accept 5cent coins . i know its just 20cents, whts so big deal abt it, ppl may think . but she bothered to look back and make sure i had enough cash for the ticket, in fact she waited for me . i mean its rare for a stranger to do so and tht's so nice of her !
finally reached pasir ris and waited damn long for the feeder bus, and another woman who happened to be in the same way volunteered to lompang me in cus we both missed the bus . like who will give a damn about a stranger like me .
can you imagine, i met two kind souls in a day !
my heart feels so warm despite the monsoon season ((:

Labels: evry finisher is a winner, so am i =DD

ohdear standard chartered run is TOMORROW !
havent been trng for it and i didnt even run more than 10click this year .
its 42.124km that im talking about,
hah all the best to me please =(