anju+hsingyee
yesterday night wasnt fun at all,
just not the night for clubbing !
rush.badhair.lateness.bloated tummy.
ROAAAAAAR !
supposed to meet hongyi but i was one hour late .
im sorry cutegayboy =/
supposed to meet amanda at zouk but we got freaking drunk .
cus it's free low free entry @dbl o for LADIES !
we popped down dontknowhowmany shots, vodka and whiskycoke .
we were alr outside zouk(dont know how the hell we got there) but we laid there like log puking -thts whts in my memory .
and we were wearing skirts .

but according to evan we wasnt laying there .
anju was outside zouk and i entered zouk !
means i entered ALONE & i really cant rmb what i did .
she say i came out with a black behind me and anju played scissors-paper-stone with him .
wtffffff please, shudders .

im so phobiatic of alcohol now !
the thought of TEQ SHOT makes me feel nauseous & sends my gastric go vnfjdwonv .
so guess i wont drink for at least two weeks, hopefully .
TEE-HEE .

aleeeeeene choooooooo !
i want your boobs !
can we exchange, PLEASE ? ((;

i've just did my hobby !
feel so shiok now aftr 7hrs of pigging please !


ystd, or rather just now was horrible .
slpt at 12+am and we got to assemble by 4.55am .
evrything's so rushed and we waited 1hr at kallang for beneficiaries to come . fuck lah wake up so early just to WAIT . but anw, i slpt there for tht 1hr, so it doesnt make a diff ahaha and i got a shock waking up too see my partner beside me . she's sec2 and omg i think she's damn pretty ! stupid shawn made her cry, she cried cus she had mense and dint want to get wet . cute sec2 gurls HAHA .

im glad tht all these shit is over (:

i another 2hrs i'll be in sch camping over for the stupid paddles@the bay thing. havent pack my bag and im still feeling damn tired . hate it lah, not as if i have nth better to do and the saluting president thing is thing is so fucking lame .

ROARRRRRRRRRRRR !

whooooooolala ~

i cant believe its alr the second day of being legal alr, like the pretty day passed so fast !
okay it wasnt really THAT pretty, but its the thought tht counts =]

i was feeling damn lousy cause i was given a f-lag com without internet and can somebody imagine i have to use it for NINE long weeks in the bloody bored room ! especially being so suay on my birthday makes me feel even !@#$%^&* .
haha okay i sound like a princess and a total spoilt brat here but hey no, im just a perfectionist .
BUT THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED .
the com cldnt detect thumbdrive and i need it to trnsfr my data !
hohoho so i hafta change com, WITH INTERNET ! i was so happy lah, felt as though god was just playing a prank on me (:


and just as i was sulking, alvin made my day ! (not the kyk alvin phua though)he bought me a minicake and brought it to the doorstep of CSC !
enough to make me smile through the day please =DDDDD

haha agenda of ystd's celebration: meet pies then club .

supposed to meet pies in nyny at 8 but i reached ard 845 .
and i made FIVE ppl wait for me ! hahaha birthday gurl's indeed big shot man .
dinner's on pies and the cake was 6 double choc donuts with sparkling candles . a dozen of donuts for present, weird but =D
i miss those toilet times .

nxt is dbl o with anju and py !
its 1 shot 3bucks and 1jug 12bucks .
waterfall, 1jug whisky coke and ___shots i lost count . i only know i got damn f-wasted, and the only thing i remembered was cleaning the toilet bowl aftr i puked . HAHA .
can somebody pls tell me wht i did .
and yes i brought my donuts along to club (:

wheeeeeee !
happy 18 to myself <3

love has no boundaries ?
i doubt so .

sometimes i force myself not to think so much .
i wish to accept it with open mind and hands, enjoy the process and dont look back but i guess its pretty impossible to ignore those facts tht matter.

i want evrything up to my standard but you arent there .
especially when im a perfectionist .
and honestly i hate to be one, fucktard .
HOW ?!

hecklah .
time check: 11.55pm
5 more mins to my BIIIIIG day !
enjoy first then think .
lets countdown together (((:

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relay duathlon, 4km of run row run .
we got fifth !
and my partner is alfred tan !
hahaha nvr imagine i'll partner him please .
and i never pin any hopes BUT we made it !
actually he did most of the job lah haha i was dead damn tired aftr the run tht i cant even lift up my hand, thanks to carrying the blardy heavy dinosaur. think he paddled alone for the distance adding up to 300m .
anw our boat went darn straight so you cant deny tht we're good rowers !
three cheers please =D

felt so shagged aftr the race tht i find my shoebag heavy .
i prayed tht wings will appear at my command to fly me homesweethome .
if only im the princess in those stupid fairytales haha .

stayed over at gpy's house ystd, i cant believe its the first time i stay at my best friend's house aftr six years of friendship and still counting .
there's always a first time to evrything .
hahaha it feels so great just to lie there and bitch abt evrything under the sun till late night like what sisters will do .
i want more of this <3

now i know why my energy lvl's so damn ystd at krunk .
cus it was the night before mense and shagness usually finds its way faster you see .

i cant believe im blogging here when im supposed to meet my primary school friends at 2pm . tell you a secret, IM STILL AT HOME .
haha !

i woke up because of a blardy call from gohpeiyu -to meet at 6 but she postponed it !@#$%^&*
so here i am blogging my time off .
YAY in the end i still went krunk ystd, with eve amanda aaron and his num friends !
we're like so not fated with the music lah the moment we leave the dancing ground all the nice music were played but the moment we went back the music's shitty again .
too bad i wasnt high but we still had fun !
still think last year more fun cus i saw chenglong & kimseng .
hahahaha okay he's a jerk and i've moved on but im just happy to see sec friends .


i'm a superduper cool librarian, a unique one (:

dammit i wanna go krunk but no gurl friends wanna go !
ahhhhh i got free tix lah, f-wasted .

fuck evrything upside down .
im so fucking pissed with my dad, this blardy com and the lousy internet connection .
i cant play games cant receive songs cus the freaggin network's damn slow .
i typed the word "fuck" in anju's conv at least 20times .
im really pissed !

and i got to know school starts NEXT WEEK !
i thought its following week .
but its next week you know !!!!!!
fuckinghell next thurs is my birthday lah i thought i could chill out late .
cheebye !
why did i even choose NYP this fking lousy screwed up school ?
its so dead here and the ppl are pretty monotonous, pairing up with assholic educations .
screw TEP, three weeks of hols out of this whole sem and 18 weeks of free labour with a warning letter .
na-beh !
how wrong can things go if i hadnt stepped into this school right at the beginning .
with evrything tumbling down like sky has fallen on me .
fucktard .

- let the moodswing flow like those tears .

i'm back from reliefing at deyi sec again !
my lips swelled like ruhua's in the morning its so horrible, no matter how much ice i put it just wont go down !
i didnt even bother to talk cus i wanted to purse my lips, and wherever i go evrybody stares at my lobster tann, literally STARE lah =/

my mum just told me tht the whole market knows im a relief teacher, word-of-mouth is really amazing isnt it ? just like how it works in the nepalese clan of anju's .
suddenly i wonder how many kaypo knows abt my adolent deliquencies back in phs where i also had a cousin and her parent-support-grp mother in the same school .

ohwell and i was pretty naive to believe my aunties and cousins are nice .
uh-huh, tell me more about em yeah .

still went trng despite of my shoulder today .
seriously if i not for anju i wont go cus it was hurting badly tht i cant even lift up my bag nor sneeze properly .
anju gurung this it is really for you okay .
i wanted so much to just let both of us sleep in and take my shoulder as an excuse but im just glad we turned up although we were late for ONE hour .


trng was awesome tho wasnt as shiok as last week .
im just rowing to feel the water without exerting strength at all .
anju did all the job, not bad huh !


retail therapy-ed with shuhui at tampines metro !
omfg evrything is 50% off plus add. 30% !!!
heels makeups sportsbra mattresscover bra .
i spent 130bucks there !
one word to describe: SHIIIIIOOOOOOK !
i realised im really damn typical auntie,
the unbeatable one HAHAHA .


aftr retail was FOOD therapy .
bought oystermeesua chicken and b&j !
omggggg b&amp;j b&j B&J !!
guess where it ate em all ?
no where but some staircase where evrybody could see through and stare at us . damn fun lah, enjoy it while im still young . and im sure ugly lim enjoyed as much as i did !
all of a sudden i feel like a secondary school kid (:

sentosa outing with team was freaking fun !
picnic volleyball touchrug basketball water b&j sunbaked !
beginning was soooo sian tht i diverged my attention to FOOD, meaning junk food . argh fattening .
but then aftr tht was so much fun ! games human pyramid b&j !
im so damn red now like overcooked lobster .
im the sexiest babe being the reddest in the team with double bra .
national day's coming so maybe i can be in part of their parade cus im literally red and white now .

but i paid a price for the fun i had .
i injured my arm again .
FUCK !
so means i cant row for two weeks .
so means im out of action and im not gng trng tmr .
dammit why did i let it happen, knowing shoulder injuries take big time to recover thus the wellness is very important to me at this crucial period .
healing an already injured injury takes a hell lot longer than healing a normal bodypart .
and now im not only accountable for myself but anju as well cus we're on K2
-its no longer k1 .

damn this whole thing .
wished i could hit the undo button .
its myself to blame, nobody but myself .

work at marella today, evrythings's the same .
reached home bathe and onlined immediately, so here i am blogging .
tmr's outing with team to siloso !
wheeee im so looking forward to it .
omfg i need to wake up in the middle of night to make my _____ ! i cant say it out in case juniors read my blog, its suppose to be a secret but rest assure its EDIBLE food . have some faith in me, i was from F&N okay .
fuck fuck fuck, i need to wake up like 5+ tmr ?!?!
meet at 9, so leave home at 815 .

this is killing urghhhhhhhhhhhh !@#$%^&*

wednesday, 01aug2007

winning sth on first day of the month is quite a good omen !
teamed with jingting nurul and haslinda for NYP campus road run and we came it first .
CHAMPION !!!!
glory to kayakers and dragonboaters .
im so happy to complete 2.4click within 12min 20secs and i got 11th for individual cus its my best timing ever with my favourite number <3
last year i was late and got disqualified .
this year i made sure i'll be hell early and i did . like i reach sch at 1:30pm when the reporting time was 3 .
but guess what ?
i WASNT the first ! like almost evrybody (team) reached there before me .
wth ! hahahaha these are the real typical singapore kiasu poks please !

champion champion champion champion !