a swimming lesson for me and a saving lesson for alfred today .
he saved me but the next moment he sees me in water and u-turns back . HAHAH damn tiring to get up the boat lah, my abs are freaggin hurting . okay i shldnt complain cus its more tiring for him to empty my boat . kallang drink is on me tmr, no worries it isnt sea water (:

national junior race wasnt really an eye-opener for me but rather a motivater .
the guys were great today tho they didnt qualify for finals . its the process tht matters .
joel lost the third place but a splitsplitsplit second of 0.34 i think, and alfred was affected by his contacts .
learn from how you lose the race -yirui
cool yirui always have those preaching things to say and yeah it does make sense .
im seriously so motivated to row all my way to june's race i swear .
i WONT give up, neither will gen and anju .
the fives we clapped, let's keep to our promise (;

we met a damn fucked up COMFORT cab driver .
he seriously shld bang his fking screwedhead to the wall and get wire-fired .
i wanna complain complain COMPLAIN !
i'll make sure he gets into some boiling hot soup .

CB LAH I TYPED A BLARDY LONG ENTRY AND IT FKING HELL CANT BE POSTED .

KNN ! GO BANG THE MOTHERFUCKINGWALL LAH BITCH !

URGH, CB CB CB CB CBBBBBBBBBBBBB !!!!!!!!!

haha my study plan totally backfired .
i planned to wake up at 5, study till 9 then go work . but look at the time now, it reads 7:57 =/
but i got no mood to study either, my gastric's still hurting . looks like the doctor's medicine isnt tht effective aftrall, hmmmm 23bucks .
i really shld get my mind focus on econs econs ECONS !
counting down to next tuesday =X

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woooooooooooots !
anju and me got the job at sentosa, finally found one tht totally suits me ((((:
seriously ideal to the max, many thanks to gen !
its a sunnyellowbanana job, soooo cool can !!!! we're gonna invest on an ultra good sunblock for sure . seems like i was super wise to trade my tanning oil for sunblock with mokchinhao .
i CANT wait xDDDD

YAY-ness =]

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argh i missed trng today due to gastric, was so looking forward to it please . and yes ive finally visited the doctor for the 19days of gastric hell . its a wonder tht i could still work and go trng . the medicine really made me drowsy, i slpt from 12 till now when im suppose to study for my econs sup . its nxt tues and the remedial is tmr . im so prepared to die die die.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY (:
i've bought her a purple bag, hope she likes it .

i think work has drove me abit outta mind . my gastric is getting me nearer to hell since last tuesday, scarly its some cancerous thing then god bless me man .

friday
i thought eastcoastpark was pasirrispark and it took me a whole two hours to realise it only aftr a tour . alighted at pasirris, took a bus to carpark D and i cldnt find bbq pit 57 despite walking up and down . thts when i suddenly realised i came to the wrong park cus pasiris only has the pit till 54 . damn kuku can . thought what phs bbq, in the end its just the same few of us ! hahaha but still its damn fun and i won money again ! jiawei and me are seriously greaaaat partners man (: actually i think we can open a gambling den alr, we nvr fail to gamble evrytime we meet . they even thonned at eugene's house for mahjong, crazy ppl . hahah i rather go home and slp than to go there lose money, my mahjong skill is totally cmi negative to the core . aftrall i have trng the next day, gonna save all my energy for capsizing =/

saturday
there was some db event and i thought tht was MR500, quite dumb of me tho . the stupid waves they created made it super impossible for me to row in the red K out to the sea and i was the last to launch off, nobody was there to help me! capped like almost 10times at the platoon and i feel so malu tht TP db has to help me up EVRYTIME i cap . omg i dont know where to place my face lah . thankgod the T boat saved my day, he towed my boat over for me, if not i'll just cap endlessly .

today
i find working at fourskin fun as in enjoyable . maybe cus there's lotsa ppl working today . but im so pissed, alighted at orchard when its suppose to be somerset . and so i was damn blardylate when i could have been hell early . ahhhhhh i just so wanted to shoot myself please .

feels like my body's gonna break down soon . its either fourskin marella or trng and i totally dont get enough sleep at all . im having an ultra serious outbreak and my eyebag's gonna get baggier if this goes on . i need time to study for my econs sup paper !
geez, i need 30hours a day (:

allllllright !
this is the FIRST time i enjoy working at fourskin, for the past SIX days . peili took mc so the whole entire big fourskin is tended by me and junrong only, damn cool lah ! i seriously love to work without pressure and i realised i had to start the day right -by having a nice breakfast . yay ive discovered another part of myself, okay whtever .
so many good things happened today, im extremely happy ((:

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my muscles are aching pretty bad today, the abs arms and back . tried uber hard not to cap on yellow k and i SUCCEEDED ! woohoo, and sprinted one lap . gosh just a sea trng and im aching everywhere, im really so WEAAAAAAK now lah ! dont know why but i realised im suddenly damn motivated to go sea trng since exams. quite amused by myself tho but its a good headstart for me to buck up my K cus im sooooo much lagging behind =/

adorn-ed today, thank god it wasnt fourskin please . the bad gastric was a nuisance, i wished i could roll on the floor but obviously i couldnt . okay im gng to clear up my room now, my mum's nagging on how unwomanly it is and the mopping auntie is coming tmr at an ungodly 7.30AM .

i miss trng ! i seriously do, aftr hibernating for a month .
i cant wait to get my skin TANNED like last time .
so glad tht i went down to row even tho i did ONE HUNDRED push-ups at one go cus i was FKING FREAGGIN VERY late . woke up at 8:10 when trng is at 8:15am, nothing's more wonderful than that lah ! BUT at least i was EARLY for once last sat, the one and only time eversince i joined kayaking . tmr's gonna be TWO HUNDRED push-ups if im late again .
MORNING CALLS PLEASE . ANYBODY ? (:

omg im the declared capsize queen today .
capped like more than 10 times, seriously super uncountable . and just gng back to scf i capped like SEVEN times almost in a row . didnt know i had such NIIIIICE teamates actually. soooo many of them zoomed past me but none of them stopped to rescue me ! ohmygoodness they actually left me to nyp db, its damn malu to be saved by dragonboaters okay . the ultra worst thing was i capped almost immediately aftr the rescue, right in front of them . i'll be glad if there was a bigBIIIIG hole to bury my face please .
i sooooo love my team, thanks ah =/

im still happy that i can paddle in red k1 FINALLY !
yippppeeeee i've made the impossible possible !
anju gurung u better come for trng and get your big fat ass stable on RED k1 !!!!!!
im so looking forward to trng tmr riding k again ((((:

i realised i havent been updating regularly and my posts are pretty emo but be rest assured this post wont be (:
so let me update on the long waited -fourskin life .
1st day was a total BORE, i so feel like quitting and i tell u i nvr speak more than TEN sentence . yes im introvert im shy im unapproachable, whatever . totally bored to tears and i dont feel like talking much with the bad mood blahblah, aiya my mouth refuse to open, thts all .
2nd day was fun lah, working with freddie at adorn, though it took us half a day to start talking to each other . HAHA told you im introvert .
ystd was off, towned with shuhui and jerine, and we went airport to send lydia ng off . not say im whatever, but i really dont see the need to . anyway i still went, yeah .
ahhhhh im so gonna get my num bag, its damn super nice lah ! kelvin can get me disc, its TRIPLE happy please (((((:
today's 3rd day, i swear i wont work for long if i continue in fourskin, cus its winnie's last day today . she worked for SIX short days, and im no better actually . but i dont know who to talk to alr =/
yay tmr's FOURTH day, and im gonna work with freddie at adorn again !
HOOOOOOORRAY !!!!!!
lets wear WHITE (((:

right now my mind, it feels like in a whirlpool .
im stucked in middle of nowhere
doesnt matter if i put my right hand in or out
cus i know i cant get to anywhere

my left eye's been twitching this two days, wonder whts gonna happen again, if these past few days wasnt giving enough headaches for me .
nothing has been gng fine since thursday .
life's been totally abnormal, it isnt at ease like it always does, so much queries regrets and uneasiness .
and wassup with me, why am i thinking so much like i never do ? im like brooding over them again and again .
so where has my dress sense gone to ? i dont sense the mhy in me like i always do, like being ultra insecured now, worrying abt losing evrything tht WAS mine .
something's wrong, but i cant figure it out, or i chose to escape =/

Sittin' here all by myself
With my heart up on the shelf
This house don't feel like home to me
I watch the clock up on the wall
Time stands still that's all
When you're out of reach
I guess you could see
But since you went away
I've been feeling this way
What I really wanna say

I wanna see you
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel you
Put my arms around you
When I hold you
Won't let go of you
Baby if I could kiss you
I'd make love to you
'Cause I need you
Like I've never needed anybody
Oh baby can't you see
You're the man that brings the woman out of me

I took a walk out in the rain
Knowing that you feel the same
With each goodbye I'm closer to you
Though the miles pull us apart
We both knew it from the start
Together we can make it through
Every minute that you're gone
Is a minute too long
Right here's where you belong

When we are together
It's like nothing that I've ever
Felt before when you lay your hands on me
It's lightning and it's thunder
This sweet spell that I'm under
Baby, you're all that I need