dammit im so bz tht i forgot my BTT retest is today !
there goes to my 2nd test, i gotta wait super long ago roar .

sianzxz thought i'll have these three days to myself but no im bombarded by tuitions .
evryday wake up at 12pm then tuition from 2 all e way to 8, srsly damn tired !

im still pissed at myself for turning down the reliefing job, i'll be earning much more than IT fair plus its short ez hours and i can run nike human run !
the thought of IT fair simply turns me off, cant imagine myself standing for FOUR days of 9 long hours push selling PRINTERS with peanuts commission .
omg, hold it there please time =(

"then singapore how heavy, got 10kg ?"
k2 brain is just so innocent so cute =D

sardine packed weekends finally ended !
tho i finished exams but i feel more deprived of sleep than ever .
thts it for my complexion man =/

thursday
tuition, then dbl o .
i had the chance to slp in the whole morning but my mum keep calling and calling and calling to ask me watch the laundry blah blah blah, freaking irritating tht i slammed the phone damn .
tuition was combine 2 lessons so 3hrs, i think i need four bags of blood on drip . screaming is indeed energy sapping, my whole body felt so weak to walk and stand straight aftr lesson ended, mygod .
eyes swell cus i ate roast pork, freaking weird right ! damn puffing up when im feeling so enthu to club @#$%"!@#$%* i must be a born halal .
dbl o with pat ping denise and friend, damn fun lah !
jugs and jugs, drank till we crawl out, i puked & puked euk .
freaking high tht i dropped my phone into toilet bowl without a single clue, pat tai tht rich girl who dont know how to use stove actually picked it up and wash for me ! how honoured, thanks girl =D and so the hp is spoilt, contacts all gone, cheerios .
im back to nokia black and white monotone roarrrrrrrr .

friday
apptment, tuition then zouk .
hair appointment was early morning, no chance to slp in !
followed by two tuitions, freaking tired by the time evrything ended and the disgusted alcohol effect still hasnt wear off .
stupid shuhui jio-ed me to club so last min and then went mia, cus she depositted hp at counter how nice ! just as i decided not to go, yingsin say he'll bring me in ! freaking tempted so yea i went HAHA . but didnt drink much, rare times of being SO SUPER SOBER in club !

well it seems i dont enjoy partying like i used to alr, just dont have the feel and excitement anymore so guess i've clubbed enough .
how i wish time can turn back, borrowing ic from jingting almost evryweek to club with anju when we both still wasnt legal .
ohno ive aged ! i prefer to la kopi in coffeeshops now seriously =X

saturday
another 3hr tuition, followed by class bbq at fongfong's house .
morning supposed to go MR run 10k with mates, but ya expected outcome of me overslping . haha maid waking me and 6 miss calls but i heard none, explains how dead i was .
class bbq was fun, courtesy of mr fong subsidising evrything ! its srsly e first time im at front end bbq-ing almost thru out, usually i'll be e one eating . but actually front-end ppl get to eat more, cus theres endless supply of piping hot good food for us to filter lol !
i got a shock of my life (sounds familiar?) when i saw my daaaark panda eyes, I REALLY NEED SLP !

sunday
ahm's 21k, trng, collect racepack, home sweet home !
woke up at ungodly 5am for ahm, rush here rush there to get there in time .
i took 2h55min to complete 21k !
hahahaha freaking slow i know, aim is to complete not compete, lose weight not build muscles . wanted to chiong initially but changed my mind suddenly, so i turned back to look for eunice and candice . slow slow run thru out, we even had the energy to chit chat haha ! dragged candice like a lil kid since the 7th km cus i refuse to let her walk unless theres waterpoint then we can walk for tht few well cherished moment, NO ROOMS FOR NEGOTIATION LOL ! in the end she did it, hiphiphoory baby gurl (:
trng was rather bad for me lah idk e rest .
pretty pissed off and pms aint making things better, shant talk abt it here .
and it made me unable to enjoy my first attempt at kenny rogers urgh =(
but hokkaido really brightened up evrything !
went clarke quay to collect human run race pack, ppl queued for 3hrs when ours was like 15 mins cus we joined damien & kenny's hah . i was so so so attracted to hokkaido, think i hadnt eat ice cream for at least 2 LONG months projects and exams really deprived me of my simplest sugar joy =/
slowly enjoyed my green tea ice cream while charles victor & bryan waited for me, im sucha bigshot hoho =D
and aftr tht fattening sugartooth im a happy gurl once again !

so i have mon-wed, minus the tuitions i can have WHOLE THREE DAYS to myself !
blast radio, read books, enjoy breeze, tidy room .
i cant be anymore happy, hah im so easily contented =D

if i can dont feel guilty abt skipping trng means im ready to leave anytime
i wish i hadnt been so socially active, then i wont have anything to hold me back
its always the company thts supporting & motivating the interest, not the sport .

ALL papers down, hmmmm didnt do very well i suppose but who cares its alr over . im not cut out for studies anw, but shld have gone jc .
ohwell nvm tht decision was long over due .

still, YIPPPEEEEEE im finally off the hook !
months of projs & exams adding to the distortion of my pathetic braincells is finally put to an end HIP HIP HOOOORAY =D

its party time !
thurs check, fri check .
pat tai anju gurung i cant wait ! (:

many birthday wishes from many ppl .
makes me feel tht ive neglected so many friends .
they can remember my birthday yet i almost forgot who they are not to mention birthdates =/
and ppl like agnes and tingting, they'll always remember my existence regardless of birthday or xmas tho i'm always MIA from church like gng only once or twice a year . reallyreally sweet of em (:

im always taking things for granted,
i really shld learn how to be more appreciative .
but i dont know how =/

one paper down, three more to go !
can pass but cant score . 16 marks alr gone, and there's more to it urgh =/
totally forgotten abt footwear and i wore slippers to exam hall .
rushed to locker for anju shoes, twist and turn i cant open the lock, know why ?
cus im at the wrong locker fuck ! im alr literally dripping in sweat, my joacket soaked wet .
got really panicky tht all my notes got thrown out of my brain .
jacket + skirt + sports shoe, oh dont i look like a health science student ?

tmr or rather TODAY's my birthday but im feeling nothing more than 0% least excited abt it .
peiyu: who the hell studies during their birthday ?
yes me, UNFORTUNATELY your friend here's doing so .
i've alr resigned my fate to dating my books . so forget abt dating me out, join me instead =/
swear im gonna PARTY LIKE HELL, sounds familiar from sheena's bestfriend ? LOL !
feels like ages since i last clubbed tho its only 2mths ago . i'll go nghfurinngfgf whenever i hear 动感 musics now ahhhhhh !
yes party my ass off, rest assure i will hoho .

mini-celebrated with lydd mandy and peiyu at CHIJMES, cool .
sorry didnt ask klt and joyce cus its just a mini chopchop one (:
mood was initially super dampened by my lousy paper and long queue at timber . walked here and there but NO FOOD & i was freaking freaking hungry !
but guess i shldnt be since its supposed to be a joyous ocassion (so-called) .
they bought mng wallet for me cus they say my wallet DAMN DAMN ugly hahaha !
beauty lies in the eyes of beholders, thanks gurls !

safra celebrated carinn's and mine on thurs .
cheeling came down specially just to buy cake, love the roomie !
sportsbra from the gurls and 3guys, so happy !
been wanting to get one since godknowswhen lah .
and most imptly its my favourite PINK =D

mugged at khatib with victor ystd, studied QM .
at e end of the day, i realised i spent four hours studying WHAT'S NOT COMING OUT, how irritating dammit !
he owes me dark and alcohol chocs for helping him solve his maths hoho !

mugging session supposed to thon out at tpy mac with derek, but ended up more of a slping session for me -i practically slpt throughout .
went up to his house cus mac has limited connectivity for his iMAC .
BED, yes hello bed ! conquered his bed cus i was darnn tired .
didnt even hear my irritating loud alarm, guess i really KO-ed . freaking tough waking me up tht he resorted to bolster fight nags and all hahaha !
in the end i did wake up study before falling aslp again, on the table .
i really did study hor, 2chptrs of QM !
thanks for the GREAT effort vege, else think i;ll slp all e way till day break !
sorrry but tht doesnt write off the two meals tht you owe me =D

no matter how hard i try, i just cant
i told myself its nth big deal repeatedly hoping to be convinced
but sth back in my head tells me that IT MATTERS HELL LOAD
fuck .

just to end up seeing them flying away to ppl ard me
those dejects, those disappointments and a teeny tinge of jealousy
so near yet so far =(

what a chaotic lousy week, horoscope's accurate =/

cant believe im blog hopping now at this hour when paper starts on nxt fri !
tsk always do what i seldom do on norms when i procrastinate to study, like clearing up the room and blog hopping ! haha mess on the table is cleared today, so nxt is the wardrobe i guess =(

this is e first time in poly my mum knows abt my exams in advance . think its better not for her to know so tht i can be spared from her nagggggggs =/ then again she's just concerned lah & by right i shld be stucked to books ! but by left im still slacking .

carinn cheeling they all went macritchie for their 20k run with merlions this morning, madness .
victor & i are the sane ones, we ran & swam at yck .
3omins of really SLOW run victor can almost walk and 30laps of swimming .
hate running fast, build muscles and bulk up thighs . isnt it so much nicer to breathe properly, run at my own slow pace and relax ?
market behind phs for brunch. the cosy feeling of morning freshness + cheapgoodfood, love it !

trng & money not enough 2 with cheeling tmr, worth looking forward to !
let's see who cry first . aiyah surely its me, known crybaby in sec sch =////
the whole day will be gone, NO NEED STUDY ?!
derek helppppp, date me out please !

end of proj madness !
you know how damn happy i am, finally to be released from the longlonglong chain of those heartless projects (SEVEN) ?!

contemplated to go tuition, contemplated to go trng .
thought i deserve a good rest .
and with tht uber nice rainy weather im ready to KO anytime !
but tuition=money where no money no talk and so i went, without feeling a tinge of tiredness . thts cus the kid is driving me crazy i have no time to feel slpy !
srsly wanted to head home aftr tuition but i told myself, "okay wait for five minutes, bus dont come i'll GO HOME" 3mins passed...yay 2more mins to go BUT IN THE END THT BLOODY 159 CAME ! no choice but boarded the bus and be late for trng, so idiotic can roarrrr !

good thing is tmr no sch, i have all e time in e world to slp in =D
it's KO time, toodles !

Hah i finally have facebook aftr 43950681730 years !
i was too bored in mehmeh's lesson today, what a waste of my precious slp to attend his so called EXAM tut early in e morning . pretty tempted by the quizzes and i always see sheena playing scramble during his class . so hello im part of e billion committee now =D

horoscope frm facebk:
A chaotic week: in love as well as in business, you'll be absent-minded and will excel in muddling up the simplest things.

YA i left my hair cream in e swimming complex toilet on sat & my lunchbox at market's table today .
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this week had been a super long and tiring one .
days of 3/4hrs sleep and nightmares .
finally cleared 6reports, 1 more to go and 2 presentations !
swear im gonna party hard before exams, maybe pop champagne aftr tht .
half more sem to go, hurry graduate please !

thursday
ict was a fiasco !
our report totally headed e wrong direction & its the first time we had to redo our report ! not only our grp, so the nice tcher extended e deadline .
thought we cld clear our proj reports and finally enjoy our weekends but no unfortunately not .

friday
warehousing was great !
thts cus i have wonderful grpmates !
i like the great team spirit & their frankness (:
another big fire, tht's freaking annoying =/

saturday
went macritchie to run, finally aftr ps-ing em for a month cus i really cant wake up even with countless morning calls and maid's nag !
made a promise with jayne else lunch on me, guess i need this kinda threatens to make me turn up haha . swim was damn tiring aftr running + the sun was super scorching tht i got burnt within 1hr, thankgod we left before 1230 .
hmmmm quite fun to do other sports with ur teammates, feeling is just diff .
its the company tht does wonders, more of this aftr jayne's bkk okay !

bbq gathering with 4H @shaun's house, its e bestest gathering with em i tell you .
his house is wow, FOUR storeys and the ambience is damn conducive and relaxing . his maid did all e bbq jobs so we just EAT and TALK, so shiok can !
this is what i call really a gathering and not some gaming commotion -.-
time really flies, pretty amazing how we transformed from innocent secondary sch kids to what we are now . the scope of conversation, fashion sense, maturity, evrything is so diff !
im glad tht we aint strangers tho we meet up abt half a year .
AND TIM IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE ! hahaha =DDD

daidee and i got flush, damn tyco can srsly once in a life time ! can u imagine if we played money i'll win how much ?! haha they say u'll be unlucky aftr tht strike just like mahjong shi san yao but no i srsly dont think so . well cus i was still on the (friendly) winning streak =D


this pic wasnt a flop, i srsly got it !