sj and rq came over to do ews .
they waited for me for like donkey minutes at amk ctrl cus i overslpt .
i feel bad abt it .
yes finally we've got tht rosepond proj started .

went campus run but didnt run cus i was late .
well i was ON TIME, just tht they started EARLY .
though i was supposed to meet anju and gen at 3 but i reached at 4.30 .
anw well done guys !
u guys made the team proud :)

water polo was fun but felt abit extra .
left early but didnt went dinner with alvin alfy jonathon jeremy .
and they waited for anju and i for soooo long .
im seriously very sorry, i mean it .
but since my apology doesnt satisfy u, there's nth i can do either .

mum was freaking kp .
i dont see any hellish problem with asking my friends over to do project when the part time cleaner is here .
whts the big fuss all abt ?
either she trusts me tht i know how to handle things, or just jolly well shut her mouth .
dad is fucking controlling over brother's and my pocket money .
so tell me wht do you all want, it seems there's nvr ending to this shitty kbs and quarrels .
im starting to dread gng home, just like my brother did and still do .
yes im starting to turn owl, forcing u to change locks often like as if u run a locksmith .
dont make it sounds as if u really care for me and im the unfilial one disobeying you .
you dont hafta announce to the whole world of my doings and disgrace your daughter, making it sound as if i left a super bad impression on them . oh exclude me for your gossips please .
the family is pretty ruined in your own hands in the end, by both of your controlling mindsets and fucked-up attitude .
wht for plan all the sundays-family-dinner . it isnt gonna work out AT ALL, since we're forever on loggerheads, even on the venue of dining place .
i rather skip my dinner or eat maggie mee at home, enjoying every minute of silence i have all for myself, no one but mokhsingyee .

tests projects are breathing down hard on me .
i need a break desperately .
away from evrything, evry single cell and soul .
being anti-social isnt tht bad aftrall .

today is freaking wrong .