yes im fully awake now after yunus called .
and im dearly ultra sorry for ps-ing my rowing mates .
i promised yunus and derek to go rowing but in the end i chose my bed .
derek didnt go cus i didnt go =/

ohyah, i dreamt of jeryl the whole night .
its so super random can !
and he has got a twin, like wth ?!
whts wrong with me man, even my dreams are getting weirder .

i've been ps-ing ppl lately .
more than often its cus of my fast mood-swings machiam changing clothes .
actually not moodswings, its just emo .
im totally drained of energy to think about anything else .
im gng mia cus i've got no mood reply to smses .
the garang guni mhy is back .

i was planning to go siloso and i packed all the tupperwares i needed neatly in carriers ystd .
this morning my mum kept them and locked it in her room .
WHATS THE FKING PROBLEM WITH HER MAN ?!?!
she claims they are very ex and i didnt ask for permission to use them . she says i'll lose them for sure .
hello im alr 17, no longer a three-year-old kid who loses BIG stuffs .
wtf she didnt ask for permission to dispose my bag WHAT !
damn fking unreasonable mother i've got .
im so discouraged to turn up once again .