many things have been happening lately, just that i was too caught up in my busy working no-life-world .
argh whtever . i work for a reason, not just because of shopping or whtever u can think of . anw, i dont see a need to spell out evrything, cus i dont need ppl to understand and sympathise with me . who doesnt wish to have everything perfectly in order, where their parents would provide the child with evrything wished for and give the latter their fully support . where circumstances doesnt allow, you just got to wake up from the beautiful dream and be independant . i believe god has it all planned for me . so whtever it is, so be it .
im feeling so drained of every ounce of my energy, i see a need to restore it, before i really goes into depression .
right now i have so many unspoken thoughts, and i feel really very lost .
how i wish gohpeiyu and shuhui are online now, ahhhhh !

forget it .
i've decided to train & paddle hard though the thought of quitting once existed .
whtever it is, yes gurl i'll persist and endure yeah ;D
motivations is all we need for now, agree ?