what the hell .
im supposed to buy my lappy today, all my classmates have bought and configured them except me .
BUT my dad fogot all abt it and he blames me for not reminding him .
go and die man ! why cant he jolly well just admit on his senility instead of giving those blardyshit excuses . is my education not so important to him ?!
AND the lappy scheme is a sch program so he shld be paying the FULL sum and not us sharing the price . if its for mokchinhao i think my parents will just agree to buy him one without much considerations . just like i wanted to change my retro hp soooo damn long ago but they didnt give much damn and when my brother suggest it he got it . he just get things he wants so easily since young, gameboy, billabong crumpler bag blahblah, and i'll be the one SHARING with him . oh what a nice word, sharing .
it reminds me of those working-before-poly days, when im seriously ALL DEPENDANT on myself . i didnt take a SINGLE cent from them yet i gave them monthly allowance . eating shopping and groceries, i feed on MYSELF . and dad blames me for being extravagant when i told him abt lappy and braces . hello unlike other parents u didnt give me ANY allowance and i gave both of u 100each . tell me how am i suppose to save up like other ppl do when i paid ALL my expenses MYSELF with the salary of only 1k ?
dammit this is sooo UNFAIR !!!!
i wish i could just move out of the fking house and be independant, and be free of all these nonsensical shit .
ROOOOOOOOAR =\