the expedition i've been waiting for has finally came .
sad to say, it was rather disappointing, it wasnt as fun as i thought it wld be . i was kinda bored to tears lah ;(
and the TRIP to conney island was totally HORRENDOUS .
i took S1 with rest of my nine mates cus there isnt enough S2 -anju derek gen jingting joel daniel jonathon darren alfred .
the water was supppper choppy plus the current was freagging strong . i couldnt control my directions at all, my fragile boat was just straying right and it turned 360degrees a few times . okay i learnt from gen tht not only me, most of them did . HAHAHA . what an ugly moment ! like i was the last singles, not forgetting constant ramming onto ppl's boat esp shaun+joshua's and weilun's . i seem like a total nooooooob struggling so hard to keep str8 and its fking tiring lah, i just feel like giving up and go home . ohmygod i cant believe im so loser, sucha disgrace pls !
the way back was a thousand times much better, i could row fast and contrl my direction -i think cus we ate the minister's fruits LOL . i was damn happy until jingting told me cus the current was pushing us -.- but still, at least i could row nicely for ONCE .
dinner was sumptous as compared to the sucky lunch . there's wine and beer, HOEGARDEN IS DAMN NICE LAH ! (i mean SAN MIGUEL) everybody was having fun enjoying themselves . i may seem to, but ohwell it isnt the fact . i feel very much out of place actually, i know i suck to say that, i dont know, maybe cus of moodswings . it came in a total wrong time lah .
and i lost one side of my star earstud again ! holy shit fuck .
anyway, hanging out with the dragonboaters was so fun, i know i sound ironical . well cus they're some ppl u can nvr get tired to crap with, it just make u forget all the unpleasant stuffs for a moment and enjoy yourself .

now that im back home, im goddamn tired mentally . nvrtheless i did housework comprising of changing bedsheets, vacuuming my room and cleaning my room . and i washed my bag+ipod cover cus beer invaded them accidentally, and it stinks .
im so HARDWORKING eh ? hahaha i feel so contented now, at least my room is in a reasonable-to-see state . but i goddamn drop the pink watch my mum bought for me, and the screen is so well decorated now =/
i feel so suay and down today, sigh !