hey i've updated the links of shuhui and zhenhui .
dont say i nvr read your blog hor !
just that i dont comment only,
im mo mo zhi chi-ing u guys (:

read back all my entries and i still teared even though im not supposed to . recently so much have been happening, im really darn tired .
im sick of putting up a brave front .
im sick on carrying on with facade .
im sick of smiling when deep down my heart im sulking .
im sick of appearing so fine yet im not .

i just want to be myself again .
i miss those secondary school days, u'll never see mokhsinyee emoing for more than a day .
but in poly thts where the ugly side of life surfaces, where everything isnt so simple .
things u'll gonna see in the working society in two years .

i know i'll be leaving sooner or later when u left because things just arent the same without you . im all alone now, i feel this way and it is this way to me . i sorry if saying this has hurt anybody . all of a sudden those motivations seemed to disappear into sheer thin air, way too fast for me to grab and lock them up .
i cant forget what has happened .

train hard and dont look back .
i wished i could .