fuck evrything upside down .
im so fucking pissed with my dad, this blardy com and the lousy internet connection .
i cant play games cant receive songs cus the freaggin network's damn slow .
i typed the word "fuck" in anju's conv at least 20times .
im really pissed !

and i got to know school starts NEXT WEEK !
i thought its following week .
but its next week you know !!!!!!
fuckinghell next thurs is my birthday lah i thought i could chill out late .
cheebye !
why did i even choose NYP this fking lousy screwed up school ?
its so dead here and the ppl are pretty monotonous, pairing up with assholic educations .
screw TEP, three weeks of hols out of this whole sem and 18 weeks of free labour with a warning letter .
na-beh !
how wrong can things go if i hadnt stepped into this school right at the beginning .
with evrything tumbling down like sky has fallen on me .
fucktard .

- let the moodswing flow like those tears .