trng sucks big time today, kay not THAT bad but still bad .
i still managed 10rounds =]
1)tripped over my big toe2)BIG disappointment3)choppy water -> cap cap cap upteen times .my hope
-the only reason of my perseverance all these while
well i can see it tumbling now
there goes my motivation as well .
u dint even bother t tell me u're nt coming, i waited like an idiot .
whats the point of calling you on mornings to drag you up
wasting my effort time and phonebills on someone who isnt keen at all .
whats the point of forcing u since you cant bring yourself to do so .
whats the point of saying ure sorry over and over again
when i cant feel any sincerity from those words .
whats the point of me saving those smses
-the empty promises u made,
sending me flying over moon and crashing down again .
i feel so dumb for thinking that you'ld be back .
why shld i put in so much effort since you arent ?
i cant be bothered anymore, just do as you deem fit .
Labels: tumbling hope
