HELLLLLLP !
life's in a jeopardy now .
im having lotsa mixed feelings for evrything, and i really mean ALOT .
the feeling of hearing unpleasant things which shake you finally awake from your own world totally sucks .
thanks for waking me up, tho in a hurtful way .

its so hard to be myself .
and suddenly i wondered what's the true me actually.

wished i hadnt replied you -the perfectest ending .
wished i hadnt joined kayaking .
wished i hadnt stepped into NYP at all .
faggot .

and so what if im bitchy ah-lian bimbotic self-centered and whtever you can say ?
why not tell me things that i dont know ?