srsly forget abt having a maid .
i had enough of having to guard against somebody day & night, getting annoyed when things arent up to my expectation, cant blast my music cus she's slping in my room blahblahblah . really hate it when ppl do things sneakily and eat my stuff without permission . i'll rant at anybody who does tht, even the dad .
im too demanding too hard to get along ? tell me abt it, its just basic courtesy to respect i feel .
the only thing nice is not to worry abt household chores washing plates & clothes those mundane stuff which i can do easily if i want to, just plain lazy .
but then my room is still a pigsty cus she dont dare to touch my stuff, those exam notes and papers are still piled up high on my super crammed desk with all my makeups radio lappy etc =/

that aside, i wanted the whole day to myself but in the end still had tuition sianzx .
throat's hurting badly and voice aint recovering speedily AND IM CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES ! i still have one whole block of ritter's rum in my bag hmmmmm =D

thought sch hols i can treat myself better but doubt so .
i wonder why am i so hard up on myself, seems like i barely have enough time for myself other than sleep . i always seem so busy rushing here & there, partly because my time mgmt sucks to the max but still, my schedule is always full . so hard to even catch a date & spend quality time .
i miss those times meeting up with jerine almost evryday aftr i left kayaking, thonning over gpy's place having girlie talks and them coming over . sad to say im always the first to fall aslp hahahaha .
and tht's when ? 2007 .
hello its 2008, 1/4 to the end of year ! the last time since i really stepped into town for my favourite pastime shopping, chill at starbucks and pastamania was during ipp, five months ago .
i can count with one hand how many times i meet up with em since then .