suddenly i realised im just a lonely gurl .
besties gurlfriends blahblah, all these are cock .
evrything is justsofake !
thts what i think okay, i cant help it but to doubt ppl around me .
'forever' isnt in my dictionary .
enjoy the process and dont look back .
are we really close ?
do u really know evrything about me even though i know evrything about you ?
if u think im friendly nice sociable cheerful, then i think u've yet to know me .

tht's how plastic i am .
open your eyes big and LOOK properly .
im sorry this is the real me, unfortunately .

gpy visited me empty-handed NOT !
hahaha your lovely chocolatey donut tasted so sweet with LOVE lah .
it totally made my lonely day please !
ohmygod suddenly i realised how much ive neglected my sec schmates esp peiyu .
the one&only best bestest friend i can find in the world !
well aftrall i should be thankful tht i could have so much time alone today,
ample to have an opportunity to think back what ive did .
so should i thank anju in return for the ps ?

whathefuckman .