you know i feel so demoralised, sooooo demoralised now
why this outcome, for so much effort
why parents cant be more supportive
why the hell did i get involved in the first place
srsly i refuse to accept, i refuse to bow down to fate
BUT WHAT CAN I DO ?!
chop off my arm ?
or glue my joints back ?

its regatta tmr mokhsinyu,
just sleep and turn up as if nth happened .